The first picture above is from 2011. Cressmod and the old askChili mod drew it and I designed Cilan's outfit. It was the first post we collaborated on together when this blog started.
As of October 17th, this blog will be 3 years old
In that period of time, I've graduated Highschool, lost my grandfather, gained a Father, paid rent for the first time, left a sport I've been playing my whole life, joined a profession Ive been neglecting my whole life, travelled so many places, sang in front of crowds and on the radio, walked a runway (for the first time in 7 years) and have all around just become an adult.
I guess what I'm saying is this blog has been the only consistent thing for me for those entire three years even when it doesn't update for months at a time, and I'm grateful for that. Even though I cringe at some of my past responses to your questions and would love to turn back time and change them (seriously of all of the embarrassment I've experienced in my life, this blog takes up about 90% of those instances, and that's counting a year ago when I blasted the biggest note in Let it Go in front of a couple hundred people in what I like to call a "dying goat noise.") I probably wouldn't because I'm glad they exist. It's always nice having this blog to come back to when things get a little too hectic.
I just wanted to take the time to thank you for sticking around this long, or if you just followed while I was galavanting across the country, thank you for coming into this midway and not holding me too accountable for the dumb things a 13/14 year old said years ago.
Here's to another year, when I actually DO update, even if it's the occasional video response or a really sketchy thing I threw up.
Love,Â
Cilanmod.
