#ask.san

San!!! Hi!!! aaaaw…I am...wefowhfowfwefhwohfw

this is so late but omg i read triggered (i read it as soon as i got the post notification but didn’t get to formally send a response) and it was brilliant!!

typically i like possessive lovers but in the soft way (bc at least its easier for me read that they like me through their actions and nonverbal/verbal cues) but i did enjoy how you portrayed the possessive traits and how you prefaced the theme throughout your writing

my feelings were all over the place with this one ngl bc i feel like the reader doesn’t really have a stable support system like everyone else for the most part and it makes me sad bc when will reader be loved the way they give love…being a second option really resonated with me bc i’m usually a filler in the lives of others. also fuck both of them fr, idk if emma is aware of the situation but i felt something isn’t right anyway when i was reading it so if she knows, double fuck her too 😭 here’s to draken either getting his karma/reader getting their lick back or attempting to get his shit together bc the road to redemption will def be long)

i loved that mitsuya was there for reader as a friend and genuine support system and that the budding feelings whether they were platonic or not were organic/genuine and allowed reader to not be in a constant state of pain for at least a little bit

the last scene was intense and had me like “huh?!?! wtf…. “ “so does he finally actually love reader bc if he does, i hope he knows that making it up to reader will be extensive due to amount of time he was making reader upset…” bc it almost seemed that way but i was scared of interpreting it wrong??? but then my traumatized ass was like “nvm, it’s a trauma bond and the cycle will rinse and repeat since he was terrible to reader and it’s giving the whole liking someone for the idea of them”. idk who will be endgame or who i want to be endgame personally bc it depends on the rest of the plot. i really enjoyed the way you fleshed out the fic so far; it’s officially one of my favorite draken fics to date <333

i think you said there were two parts so i can’t wait to see what’s next. please make sure to not push yourself too hard as well 💗

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omg my first emoji anon 🩷

sorry for the late response

in triggered it really was about portraying the misbalance in a toxic relationship. and how irredeemable draken's actions are

mitsuya is a sweethearttt ! and again it emphasises someone who cares vs someone who doesn't. but draken is selfish and he can't let yn be with someone else. especially someone better than him

from my experiences as well, the cycle always continues but the dynamic of their relationship has shifted after everything that happened

i can't confirm when the second part will be completed

hi hi, so i'll be using this ask to address some things

i finished my first year of uni and my time management is really poor + so much has happened irl that i didn't anticipate. i haven't been able to write and to be honest i've been stunted creatively

however, i love writing and i'm grateful people like my content. i'll be doing my best to make more time for it

thank you for complimenting my writing, i appreciate it

it’s not dumb at all and pls don’t say sorry !

it is intended to be a continuous reincarnation trope. like in every lifetime naoya searches for her because he remembers it all 🥹 i just had to write it for him because him being awful but sooo in love is everything to me

"everyone is sideyeing aya" as they should... she just seems entitled, conceited and a bad friend. like we were screaming crying and throwing up bc we didn't get a chance to date a guy we saw first and she rubbing it in unintentionally (i still feel like she knew or had a hunch that we liked him and still went through with it) it was blatantly obvious we were uncomfortable and then we have to deal with her bad attitude and be her therapist too... girl gtf from me lol (aya not you) and suguru not liking her has my eyebrows raised

i honestly see a lot of draken angst including emma but not a lot of them are well written and fleshed out enough to relate to them (or you end up being friends and it's not easy to feel immersed in the fic since sometimes you can’t see yourself being friends with the character) so i'm excited since i like your writing style (i haven't fully watched tr but i fell in love with him when i first saw him and our zodiac signs are compatible so it made me so excited until i found out about emma and my feelings were hurt Imfaoooihatebeingsensitiveooooo) i always fall for characters with canon love interests and i always end up with my feelings hurt

you can expect to hear from me when it drops bc i'm a sucker for seeing fictional men suffer when its deserved (which it could be based on the synopsis, which makes me want to giggle and scream into my hand) can't wait for him to scream cry and throw up a be why would he love someone more than me and know other women (only joking)

but yes!! cannot wait and lowkey go to your page for updates bc i'm invested in the gojo fic and draken fic

tumblr is hating 

aya is definitely a bad friend but you didn't hear that from me 🫢 

screaming crying and throwing up is so accurate but guess who satoru is with now 😝

thank you for liking my writing, i hope i can live up to your expectations with my draken fic

and my feelings were hurt when i found out abt emma too 😭 i was LIKE LEAVE MY MANNN 

i have sooo much to finish in both fics and i don't want to put them out until i'm satisfied but i'm just not getting the time to work on them 😣 

aya is not giving best friend at all like i started sideyeing her when it said we are best friends but we don’t tell each other everything and was like “let me find out she’s an undercover hater” bc if she actually knew about us admiring him from afar even after cuffing him she’s foul lmao

i also have been peeking at your draken fic synopsis and i’m excited for it! probably way too much but just know that i will be here immediately to read it when it drops (i’m not sure if it’s a series but if it is i’m already rubbing my hands together lmao)

thank u sm for sending one 🩵 i love seeing your thoughts

ahaha everyone is side eyeing aya 🤣