#ask quiet

tl;dr: I’ve lacked motivation and been through lots of personal issues. My real life takes priority over mostly everything as I am a High School Senior this year. I’m sorry for everything but I’m also thankful for everything and the support given to me. This will be the last of Ask Quiet, but not of Quiet herself.

There are...many reasons why I have not tried to keep this account alive. The main one being just the lack of motivation and dedication. I’m already a particularly shy and insecure person with literally no self confidence in themself. I am unsure of where the ask blog will go and how I will go about Quiet’s overal backstory and personality. I took over this blog for the reason of not letting it die, but I am a hypocrite to my own claims and would, again, like to apologize. I’ve also been going through some serious issues with Depression throughout the first half of 2016, which greatly affected my health mentally. I’ve also tried attempting suicide a few times, but I was too much of a coward to go through it, thankfully. I’m definitely doing better now thanks to the support of some close friends and a specific youtuber, Markiplier, who’s always made my day no matter how I’m feeling. I’m not too ashamed or afraid of opening this up because it happened in the past. I couldn’t prevent what happened, but I am learning from it. I am alive today and better than I’ve ever been in all my life to be honest. Another, which I guess I should mention, is just my separation from mlp and the fandom. Don’t get me wrong, I still love them all, I’m just not as avid a fan anymore than I was. Lastly is the most important which is giving up my social medias. After getting past my depression in June/July, I’ve solely decided to give up most of my social media. I admit, I really enjoyed having online friends and hanging out with them (cause I barely have friends irl), but I want to move on, I guess? I am a High School Senior this year so my life in real life comes as priority over social media. I want to focus more on what I can do for my future and taking as many opportunities I can get in order to reach my goal. To be honest, it was the better choice I had made. Not only have I improved in art in multiple little areas, I have also been able to gain a bit more self confidence than I had before. I am grateful to all the friends I did make online skype and tumblr, and I’m sorry for moving on from them. 

If you’ve read this far, thank you. I deeply appreciate it. Ask Quiet will not be active anymore so please feel free to unfollow. I thank all of you so much for your continual support with Ask Quiet despite how long I’ve made you wait. This will not be the last you see of me and Quiet, I will continue to draw her. Not as an ask blog, but as a member of my oc family that still continues to grow till this day.

I’m sorry, but thank you for everything.