I took Molly for the first time today after years of wanting to and researching it a bit. It included my v cute best friend babysitting me. And me rolling on the floor both laughing and crying because I was so happy, there wasn't any anxiety or depression in my system for a few hours and that was magical. With proper testing, moderation, and supervision I recommend trying it to people that don't really value anything anymore. I felt so free. And I feel like I can get to that point again if I better myself. Also I rolled around on the floor in my underwear and kissed a cute kid a lot and told them how much I value them truly without my anxiety of being clingy or overboard with sharing. I probably looked stupid, but they got a good laugh, and I was definitely a broken record, but they might've gotten a better sense of their importance and how appreciated they are. This was really the best day I've had in quite awhile. Only note is next time I need gum or a pacifier or something that I do can chew on and suck at because damn your jaw wants to grind your teeth together and I hate that feeling so I nibbled on my/their hand for quite awhile. (I don't recommend being alone on it at all because everything got fuzzy and odd and it was good to have another person to ground me so I didn't get lost in my head thinking things weren't real.) Also I might still be high and showers have never felt so good, it makes you so warm goddamn.
