#asexual aromatic

take a shot everytime I wrote love or confused, confusing, and confusion. or some water if you don't like alcohol or don't drink it. stay hydrated, ig. also please don't mind it if there's any typos or spelling errors, phone's kinda laggy rn

- ̗̀ ⟢ ┊ ✟ ・━━━・[̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ is [your name]. insert your name in that box and imagine that [̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ is you. or not, I don't care much. | god! reader | gender neutral! reader

[̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ doesn't quite understand the concept of love and how it works... well, not really. they're more so concerned and confused about sexualities.

why must there be a default, and why must a man being with a woman become the default? the default for love should not and never ever exist. a default for love should simply be... well, love.

a man loves a woman, a woman loves a man, a man loves a man, a woman loves a woman, a man loves a person, a person loves a man, a woman loves a person, a a person loves a woman, and a person loves a person...

are there anything from with any of the pairs?

why and how so?

why is a man and woman the ’default’, again? is it because they are the only pair that can naturally reproduce? but why is reproducing so important? they can just adopt and all the while bringing joy and happiness to an orphan child's life while not bringing another child into such a terrible, ugly world just to suffer.

someone should be able to love another romantically nor sexually without discrimination from their peers, friends, and family, or the pressure of having to be the ’default’ that doesn't evem make sense anyway.

a woman can be with another woman, and a man with a man. it's simply like a man with a woman, only that the pair is of the same sexes or gender.

why was there even a default?

love is confusing, but the confusion [̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ felt upon stumbling upon the concept of love pales compared to how confusing the discrimination of those not under the ’default’ category is. and sometimes, even those who are the ’default’ gets harrased, too, by the people who think that all ’defaults’ are like those who discriminate against people that does not fit under the ’default’ category; the people who think that they are making a difference while they were only adding fuel to the fire, and making this already vulnerable world in an even more worse condition that it originally was before.

[̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ doesn't like love. it's confusing. not in the traditional human sense, but just the confusion upon the concept of being discriminated against and harrased and thrown out of families and friend groups just because a person simply loves... humans are confusing. humanity is confusing. love is confusing.

and don't even get [̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ started on people who do not love. they are just as normal as the people who do. what about people who love in certain ways but avoid love of the sexual or romantic kind? they're just as normal as everyone else. but all of them only gets harrasment by their peers who do not understand them, and to be truthful, honest, and fair, [̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ does not either, but not in the way that the discriminators do not understand. [̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ couldn't fathom how humanity can do so many things, both good and bad. truly, it was amazing and fascinating. but still, very, truly, ever so confusing.

[̶̹̱̗̠̔̌́̒͘y̷̡̲̱̦̞̮͔̞̪̒̈͆̓͌͊̎ỏ̷̤̫̜̲̇͌̈́̊̂͂̑̚ͅǘ̴̪͓̞̓r̴̜͍̗̙̟͌̅͗̀̆͛͋͝͝ ̴̬̥̗͔̮͖̪̠̝͋̈̒̀̊̊̎̔̑͝n̷̟̄a̵̺̲͍̯͙̐̎̔̿̄̕m̴̹̘̐́͝͝e̸̢̛̳͖̞͚͓̋́̃̅ͅͅ]̴̬̥̠̪̇̍́͘ doesn't understand.

love is weird.

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