When you work your ass off with countless hours to get just a stupid lousey grade that will mean nothing in the future and its on something you hate with a lack of motivation to do it. Its pointless. Im mad im driving myself crazy doing this. I can see how people can be suicidial over stressful school related situations and consemplating that path seems like a stress relief. Why continue working on something that is supposta make you feel good when it doesnt. Makes you feel the opposite, like shit. I dont want my passion to be shit yet that is what is demanded for me to survive in this aweful life. Life is terrible.














