#armylock

Why speak of hate, when I do bleed for love? Not hate, my love, but Love doth bite my tongue Till I taste stuff that makes my rhyming rough So flatter I my fever for the one For whom I inly mourn, though seem to shun. A rose is arrows is eros, so what If I confuse the shade that I’ve become With winedark substance in a lover’s cup? But stop my tonguely wound, I’ve bled enough. If I be fair, or false, or freaked with fear If I my tongue in lockèd box immure Blame not me, for I am sick with love.      Yet would I be your friend most willingly      Since friendship would infect me killingly.

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Tagged by metalandarmed

1. I have chickens. Many, many chickens. (jk I have like 30 and they're all pets)

2. I am left-handed. Everyone comments on it, idk why. There are more people that are left handed these days because it's not being repressed anymore!

3. I don't really like to text people (first) because I feel like i'm just bothersome and said person will not want to talk to me. I will literally let the friendship die out because i'm terrified and paranoid.

4. I love classical music and I really don't care that it's just a bunch of instruments- I will sing the piece that is playing. (or wail, whatever verb you prefer...)

5. I absolutely love writing, yet I procrastinate it so much?? I really want to be a writer, but I continuously put off working on my stuff. Idk..It could be the fact that I'm a perfectionist and I basically expect everything to be perfect on my first try, but i need to stop

hella confused always late to the party Taking requests for graphics BASICALLY A FANDOM BLOG i cry...

Okay. So the deal is that I have three days to find a new place to live. 

I have no car, although that's in the works. I have no job, although I've applied everywhere within walking distance of my potential home. (My boyfriend, who I've been with for a week, literally, is going above and beyond and trying to talk to his landlord about letting another person into his little apartment.)

Right now, all I need is a bit of money to show the landlord that I'm serious about paying rent and a bit more for the down payment on a car. 

I've added a PayPal button to my blog, it's really hard to miss, and I would just appreciate a signal boost or even five dollars -- if each of my followers gave even one dollar, I would have enough for first months' rent. If you each gave two dollars, I'd have enough for rent and my car.

I know this is a lot to ask, when I can't give you anything in return except shitty graphics. I know there are a lot of people asking for money right now, whether it's to go see their significant other or something else.

I know you may not have any money to give to me -- I'm not an uber-popular blog and my contributions to the fandom are basically crappy graphics and sporadic bursts of johnlock smut drabbles -- but if you could even just reblog this, I would appreciate that. I need all the help I can get, so please pray for me or rub beads for me or do whatever your respective religion (or lack/variation thereof) would have you do to just send a little goodwill and luck my way, because I am on the end of my rope and if I end up homeless, I will probably not last a week without being attacked, due to the rural nature of where I live and the fact that I'm a young, decent looking girl.