#armyfiance

Missing you so bad rn 😩 #armyfiance #armylife

don't even know how I feel anymore. Feel like I'm not happy, & don't know if it's just at the moment - or I just haven't realised sooner that I'm not happy in my relationship anymore. I love this man more than anything in the world, but the fact that I love him more, which I can clearly see is just ruining everything. Just simple things that he doesn't do, like text me to know what's happening & stuff, going on whatsapp and ignoring me, and the way he just spoke to me on the phone. I get the feeling he doesn't want to be with me, but just loves me and doesn't want to lose me at the same time. I'm just tired of it . I'm tired of saying good bye, tired of speaking over texts etc. tired of the routine, and a little bored. When were together I feel so happy, and it feels like he's someone completely different. Someone that dotes on me and would do anything for me. I just don't get that reception over text & when we're apart. Got some serious thinking to do, would rather change now and have a new beginning, than a terrible ending.

"Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay." Ruth 1:16 ♡

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