& WHAT IS MABEL MEANT TO DO OTHER THAN sigh & nod in silent agreement. take a gander at their life, one will see the vast expanse of complications brought upon by a singular person: you, yourself & no one else. whenever it began (THE DAY YOU ABANDONED YOUR CLAN OR LONG BEFORE?) it is easily traceable all the way to the presence. the release of the gods, the destruction of minrathous, the death of caterina . . . looking at the road ahead, they have little doubt there will be new & formerly unknown opportunities to fuck up further. "not voluntarily," they joke but the spark of it all barely reaches their voice, leaving their face a grimaced attempt of a grin. (OH, WHAT A SAD CLOWN YOU MAKE . . .) but there are times & places for self - pity & though they have been named an egocentric fool before, mabel is not one to wallow in it when faced with a man whose own family has fallen victim to the terror mabel brought to their doorstep. even to them, the taste would be all too bitter——— no matter how put together illario may seem over the incident. if their ever so brief life in antiva had taught them anything: never trust the face a crow wants you to perceive. (OH & WON'T THIS BE HILARIOUS IN HINDSIGHT?) "i cannot promise many things . . . at all. but i assure you, we will avenge your family, one way or another." what exactly these words mean, how exactly they plan on putting them into action . . . that is for the next step or perhaps the one after. mabel is only just learning the part of finding out that customarily comes after fucking around.