I finally feel like I'm able to move on from figuring out pencorpus/plenanima, which I'm glad about. I'm not fully done with figuring things out on being fictionfolk, but it's getting there. For now, I've decided to turn my focus onto figuring out what to call my connection to evolution. It's not something that really needs exploring. It mostly just needs a name that isn't horrifically long. So I browsed around in the first few communities I could think of; timekin and conceptkin.Â
Timekin was barren and what was there was made up of those who identified as time, as those who had domain over time, and those who believed they should have been born in a different time. I think it took me maybe ten minuets to read everything in those tumblr tags, and none of it seemed to describe what I'm trying to get it. There were a few posts on Facebook which I scrolled through, but it was mostly the same thing.Â
Conceptkin had many more posts, but it wasn't exactly what I was looking for. Evolution isn't a concept in the way that, say, friendship is a concept. Its something that has happened and is happening. It's slow, but its physical. I guess the concept of change in relation to evolution could fit neatly under conceptkin neatly, but that's not what I'm going for either. Paleoconceptkin felt closer, but there is still the issue with conceptkin not being fully accurate.Â
I described my search on NNP and got a suggestion pretty quickly, archaeosapience.
I am the embodiment of a very specific moment in evolution that took place during the Devonian period. I am the emergence of tetrapods and amphibians. I am that transition period between aquatic and terrestrial life. I'm not a specific species, but the events that happened in that time are very physical in me. I consider my body to be a map of these events. I hold the changes that took place during that time within me, in the shape of my bones and the way I stand. All signs of our amphibian past in the human body are tenfold in me.Â
My hearthome is the Devonian. My fiction is based off of the Devonian and has become a second hearthome. I am an alien not because I'm from a different planet, but because the Devonian was so alien and different to the world I live in now. Gillmen are, in their lore, from the Devonian. There is this understanding of a happening within me, this understanding of change in the moment and change to come. But it's contained. It's apart of human evolution, but the train tracks stop at amphibians. I understand, logically, that I should be able to follow this feeling further. It should transition to becoming a human, but it doesn't. There are massive gaps in this neoma (not as it pertains to memory, more like a spatial awareness) that can't be filled. A piece is missing, and although I logically know this space is filled with primates, it's just not innate in the same way. That's why my range of knowledge and connection is so specific around this one event.Â
I think this is one of the many factors pulling me to gillmen. Gillmen are that blend of human and amphibian. It's a gradient between what I know I was and what I see I am. And, because of my ambiguous physical shape as the embodiment of tetrapod evolution and the importance of that evolution in regards to my physical body, the gillman is just a natural conclusion boosted by the coincidence that popular media depicts gillmen as something from the Devonian (especially since I had this connection to Gillmen, evolution, and the Devonian before I discovered that link in media).Â
Archaeosapience feels like something that I could fit into. I am a carrier of that ancient event. I am a physical manifestation of a specific moment in time. The logic I'm using for this identity is technically applicable to every biological human, however it's profoundness and importance to me has warped my sense of humanity in a way that is deeply impactful. To some degree we might say that my gillman plenanima is a result and exploration of archaeopothos. That alienation and strangeness of that disconnect. A way to turn it from something abstract into something more concrete, my fiction-crafting as a way to engage with it directly. It's the string of my charm bracelet.
There is still, of course, the question of how to articulate the difference between my archaeosapience and that of a paleotherian. In this context, conceptkin feels a bit more correct. An archaeosapient concept, maybe. Archaeosapient personification. Who knows. I sure don't. But I am excited to have something new to poke around with and explore. Hopefully I'll develop some interesting thoughts on it as I continue along.Â
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archaeosapient core is getting choked up on my way to class because. i am related to. ancient lizards and salamanders. and they saw and did so much. for me to exist the way i am now. and i am them...... we are the same! we are the same.
Many are familiar with Earth and its past. Whether it be the days of Pangea, the bloom of the Indus River Valley civilizations or the transition from Late Antiquity to the Middle Ages, the origins of Earth as we know it are as storied as they come. Some archaeosapiens may belong to this world within these points of time, but some may belong elsewhere. Occasionally, I apply to the latter of these experiences.
In past writings, I have touched on my exomemories as a Zonai. All aspects of my people are not relative to Earth and its past, given that we are a civilization from Hyruleâs ancient history. That said, itâs not my only archaeosapient experience of this caliber.
Archaeosapience is an experience without linearity, thus there are many ways in which one can originate from a specific past. Iâve found that my own lived mythology as an anymic sphinx has roots in antiquity that are unseen by this world.
A few days ago, I touched on my exomemories as an anymic sphinx in the Community of Time, a Dreamwidth community for archaeosapiens. âTreasure Sphinxes", as I've come to nickname my kind, are ancient beings who are not native to Earth. Although we're visually similar to sphinxes as seen in Earthen (specifically Greco-Roman) mythology, our relationship to the peoples of our home is rather different.
We were not guardians of sacred spaces, nor were we hunters of men. In my time, we were collectors and traders. We speak what we consider to be a universal language, that language being the art of bartering. From what I recall, we hold knowledge that is often kept hidden. It was in our very conception that we store the secrets and intrigue of men, as not everything in life is truly kept secret for long. If traded information or items of equal value, we unveil what is hidden. What happens beyond that lies in the hands of those who seek us.
I wouldnât exactly call our practice a kind of âwish-grantingâ, per se. Itâs an exchange between parties mundane and the mystical, but it is one of mutual gain. Typically, we share nothing if we arenât given anything of our own to learn from or chew on. Sometimes, when men cannot exchange wits with us, they offer precious materials for our trades instead. While we do not accumulate these metals and gemstones for the sake of wealth as our visitors do, we still regard them as valuable for their nutritional properties. If not for our sustenance, they make fine displays of our individuality as Treasure Sphinxes. I expanded upon this in my original Dreamwidth journal:
âThese properties strengthen our golden claws and gold-plated "faces"; they are still and statuesque, serving as protection for our real facesâŚ. Adornments are also a big part of our culture as beings. After all, not all offerings made by neighboring civilians are eaten. Some of which are repurposed into personal accessories for our manes. Others are worn around our necks or tails.â
- Mythic Archaeosapience, Anymic Sphinxes and Other Exomemories (2024)
From this information by itself, one could gather that my kind are ornate entities in the past we hail from. Sculpted, gold-plated faces that protect our true visages, gilded claws and jewelry that weâve collected from our visitors each are ways that embody why Iâve come to refer my species as âTreasure Sphinxesâ in passing. Although we are do not exclusively eat âtreasuresâ (we are also carnivorous), our consumption of these materials also earns us this nickname.
Based on our features, however, one can imagine that we arenât always sought for what we know. It is common for the âheroesâ of men to hunt us for our physical assets. I recall seeing sphinxes whose true faces were left exposed and damaged because their gold-plated faces were forcibly hacked off by these âheroesâ. Others were held prisoner and declawed. Some were fully taken down like big game and had their adornments stolen. It is a violation that I wish on no being.
In many myths on Earth, heroes slain beasts like me as a test of strength or as a means of pursuing their destinies. In the myths of the world Iâm still piecing together, these âheroesâ have nothing to prove but their own greed. I can at least understand how mythic heroes of Earth are meant to represent human triumph over adversity, but I am afraid that the people within my exomemories cannot afraid an excuse like that. They abandon balance in favor of access, and this is where the problem arises.
The reality of my lived mythos is that I rarely express distrust of civilians as they are not eager to harm me. Instead, for me, the image of a mythic âheroâ has become one of hubris. Within these specific exomemories, mythic âheroesâ are the epitome of feeling above authority, of feeling that their desires trump any and all consequences. Poachers and hunters do not feel like a proper word to describe these individuals as we sphinxes are equal parts animalistic and sapient. We prefer to assume a form that is closer to animality, but we can easily assume forms that are closer to anthropomorphism as well. Neither matters in the grand scheme of things as we etched into the stories of many as either beings of unending knowledge and awareness or beings to be sought by the arrogant and the cruel.
I experience a duality in perspective based on my exomemories as an anymic sphinx and as a current resident of Earth. As a sphinx that is not known to exist on Earth, my feelings towards heroes of ancient times are hostile. While no figure on Earth has brought me harm, I have exotrauma pertaining to the violence committed by these figures. I had a damaged wing because of it. Although I came out of that encounter alive, that does not make it any less of an intense experience.
However, Earthâs own ancient heroes had become subjects of interest to me both as a writer and as a student in the humanities field. In this world, my fascinations with antiquity, specifically cultural mythos and folklore within various civilizations, is what inspired me to take up cultural anthropology as a focus in college. From mythicized kings (such as Ban of Benoic, Sundiata and Goldemar) to heroes of epic journeys (such as Gilgamesh, Odysseus and Sun Wukong), the stories tied to these individuals invoked something within me. Their storytelling, their cultural importance, their timeless presence, all of it had made me appreciative of what these figures meant to the people of this world.
At first, it felt strange to have such an impasse in emotions. These were figures that I loathed. Then, I realized that I had such contrasting perspectives on them because I had come to see what they were like to others beyond where my species came from. That isnât to say the heroes of Earth donât also have their flawsâ they most certainly do as hubris can exist anywhere â however, I knew in the long run that I knew of people like this in a completely separate context to Earthâs own heroes of the past. From where my species hailed, there was not much recognition of these individuals given their actions against entities such as myself. It feels almost like looking into a parallel world seeing how different the relationship between the mundane and the mythic, based on my exomemories of my species and where we actually come from:
âPlenty of townfolks would regard us as divine beings. I have come across the occasional mural, sculpture or pottery in our likeness. That said, I do not feel all that divine in this form. Perhaps, it's to be expected with archaic periods of time. I can understand how people could see the existence of beings such as myself as an act of their gods. I donât know the full details myself, so who am I to deny them that?â
- Mythic Archaeosapience, Anymic Sphinxes and Other Exomemories (2024)
Furthermore, as I said before, it is not a matter of disdain to their people as a whole. The average person of this particular world and its time have not harmed those like me. I am more likely to feel safer around a petty thief from a nearby village, who largely canât offer me anything or do me any physical harm, than I would with an armored brute on the lookout for a self-fulling prophecy. Iâve found attempted theft from the former has led to less deadly encounters than that of the latter. Normally, if they needed a necklace or a gold piece on my mane so boldly, I would simply take it off and give it to them. They clearly have more use for it than I do. Moreover, they appear a lot more fearful than audacious. Given the amount of greed Iâve seen on Earth, I figured a little understanding could go a long way for a petty thief in an antiquitous age.
The same cannot be said about âheroesâ, for they do not respect the connection that our communities share. In the beginning, it sounds like a very elaborate symbiotic relationship in the grand scheme of things. Yet, Iâve found that it is a bit more deeper than that. We understand each other as beings just trying to live and make sense of our place in this world. We instill a bit of wonder and curiosity within each other, and we act accordingly based on it:
âIt's not a matter of being a spectacle to others as there have been moments where I've entered full-blown scholarly discussions with visiting villagers or have even taught some simply because I felt like it and was already accommodated in some way⌠We equally depend on each other at times, and for a moment, we confide in each other⌠There is a point where the mundane and the mythic agree that we all share the world, no matter how far apart in experience we may be.â
- Mythic Archaeosapience, Anymic Sphinxes and Other Exomemories (2024)
In the aging, mythic world that my species originates from, we are not the enemy along the way. We are not the imposing entity that stands between you and your destiny. We are not the voracious monster that kills for the sake of killing. We share this earth as any other. It is no fault of our own that we are targeted for the parts of bodies that may give a man a sense of accomplishment. Our faces, our claws, our very being is for us and us alone. Sometimes, it is hard to draw the line between respect and reverence but I know enough to recognize that those who understand this truth are our neighbors and companions.
I still have much to uncover when it comes to my species and our place of origin, but I am well aware of how it exists within my archaeosapience. Part of me also speculates on whether or not it is both folcinteric and archaeosapient in nature, but that is an introspection for another day.
For now, at least, I can say with pride that this sphinx still appreciates the mythos that his kind and humanity have built together elsewhere. Man and monster may not always be on ideal terms with each other, but that does not mean that they are always the slayer and the slain.