May 19
just been talking out loud to headmates and hallucinations these days even around people and i don't realize i'm doing it sometimes. so glad to have awesome roommates i feel comfy enough to do whatever around
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just been talking out loud to headmates and hallucinations these days even around people and i don't realize i'm doing it sometimes. so glad to have awesome roommates i feel comfy enough to do whatever around
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I find our everyday schedule very interesting
The current main fronter wakes up. This is usually a host like Cadaver, Johnny, or Rads but not always. Lately it has been Ian.
They then do art and commissions for several hours.
Then I (Doctor) usually does the dishes and cleans up the kitchen.
Rads then usually runs to the store to get things for dinner if needed.
Johnny gets home and makes the dinner.
We eat and main fronter usually steps in again at the end of the night, but again, not always.
When we get dissociative and brain foggy, our routine gets interrupted which can cause some low productivity days.
Of course it doesn't always go like this, usually when hosts step back, different alters step in to pick up the slack. They all need their rest after all.
wild that lying to your psychiatrist while being schizophrenic is like the only option lol
i saw the scariest hallucination while taking out the trash, was a person hiding in the bush by our garage and you could see their reddish eyes looking at us and i almost freaked out bc i thought it was real
lately no one in the system wants to take care of daily tasks like they used to, sometimes doctor steps in but it's been harder to get motivated for everyday tasks. we're probably cooking someone new but idk.
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DID is stupid because you'll have someone in the front who is so uber depressed who doesnt want to do anything and the other one in front is so full of energy and determination and they just fight in your head over if we should do something or not
I hate being the strong one of the system when all I also want to do is fall apart.
Being a system and doing art for a living is interesting. We all draw pretty similarly because we need to keep consistency, but here's our individual strengths
17/Cadaver: Bright psychedelic colors and experimental stuff Rads: Flirty pin ups or NSFW stuff, good with anatomy Johnny: Textures, especially the grungey ones
I'm sure there are other differences, but these are just the ones I notice.