@praesparo sent: i'm asking you to open your heart to chaos.
ever since he was a child, all vax'ildan had known was chaos. thrown between his mother and father's homes, running away as a teenager, realizing his mother had died and he couldn't have done anything to stop it — not to mention, each and every second spent with vox machina. and now, he was in the service of the raven queen. all he knew was chaos. sometimes, he wished he could make it fun like this tiefling could, apparently.
“ this is a joke, right? ” he asks, resisting the urge to scoff. he knows the other man probably doesn't mean anything by it, and if vax'ildan had heard this any number of years prior, he might have laughed too. he didn't really have it in him anymore. “ maybe you should close your heart to chaos. it is kinder in the long run. ”




















