#aranea timeline

memories : oh yea! i remember being dead. at first it was pretty good, i think? then it got bad. i walked alot. it was lonely. i was never one to socialize much? but it was still too much. i'm not sure how long i was dead, but i remember wanting to DIE so badly and be gone for good and find real peace. that feeling still carries on to this body. especially when i'm walking in a fast moving environment (near a highway etc.)

memories : i just remembered something!!!!!!!! i was very close to my vriska, i think we lived together? and terezi was very important to her. terezi was very emotionally unstable and would always scratch at her eyelids, bite her fingers, ramble etc. i remember going into a room and she was sitting on the floor, tearing out her eyelashes and her face had blood on it too? when i entered she turned towards me, and she might've been crying. i think i was carrying something? a platter of tea? and i might've dropped it? things get very fuzzy and the memory pretty much ends there. vriska was very protective of her, very kind to her. they had a past possibly? one i never fully explored, i guess. most likely due to lack of time? she was a mean as hell to everyone else though, me included. • if you remember any of this, contact me! •

memories : i remember one event. it was dark, and rainy. i could still feel moisture on my neck and see it in my hair. i’m not sure why. i had a candle in my hand, the holder was bronze and small. the house (?) i was in was warm, but i was standing at the threshold, looking out from within. i think someone was there with me, i don’t know who. someone i was very close to but disgusted by, h8ed alot, but had to toler8 due to soci8al conventions and common decency.