Overdue Jack Appreciation post
I never apologized to you, because I spend 98 percent of my time never looking back. Thatâs really shitty, and youâll never know how much I appreciated you at the time, so here are things that youâll never know I smile at when I think of you:
1. Your stability, easy-goingness
2. âYou make that âeepâ noise a lot,â you said, referring to my inability to stay quiet whenever Iâm startled or almost bump into something.
3. I told you I wanted a vampire romance with gore. The movie you found wouldnât play, so we watched âFrom Dusk Till Dawnâ
4. You let me coo over Angela Basset and her beautiful ass cheekbones, I made you watch AHS. Thanks for making out with me to AHS, btw, that was a dream I never knew I needed to come true
5. Walking me home at 3 in the morning when you had to work at 6, holding my hand as I pointed out how the birds were up and that it was unusually bright out.
6. Your quick-wit humor that always made me smile, even when I was frustratedÂ
7. When you would let me eat your fried ocra on break...every break...
8. The beef you had with Espresso News (which I told you was wrong because it will always be better than Bald Guy Brew)
9. When Iâd catch you staring and youâd duck your head and turn red a little, which lowkey warmed my heart.
10. Sending me funny texts relevant to things I said in the past, and almost taking me to a llama farm even though I ended things before that.
Iâm sorry I shut you out when I did. I canât say that we wouldâve worked out forever, but now weâll never know, and that really sucks. In your case, itâs easier for me to pretend like it never happened, despite the fact that we were together probably longer than any relationship Iâve ever had. Just wanted you to know that I appreciated you, even though I treated you like shit, and that I honestly hope youâre happy.