The process of waking is every bit as unpleasant as the nightmare itself: there is pressure on his chest, and reality stabs through him and yanks him forcibly into wakefulness. Silver nearly screams: itâs cut off before it ever really begins, coming out as a short, muffled yelp, his body jerking under Flintâs hand before he forces himself to be still. He knows itâs Flint. He knows itâs him. But the terror doesnât leave, and all Silver can do is lie there, frozen in place, breathing hard through his nose because he doesnât dare make a sound even now.
It takes him a minute to realise he has one hand under his pillow, grasping for the knife there. Itâs a miracle he didnât pull it out and stab Flint without realising. Itâs a miracle he was too scared to move.
âWhat is it?â Silver rasps, staring anxiously up at Flint in the dark. âWhatâs wrong?â The lanterns are out; thereâs only moonlight, Flintâs face hidden in shadow, but Silver can see the flicker of his eyes. He still canât move. The nightmare is already fading from memory, but it leaves behind an awful aftertaste. His heart wonât stop pounding. He tries to breathe evenly. More than that, he tries to keep hold of where he is, and when.
âFuck,â he mutters. Heâs realised quite suddenly why Flint woke him: Silver woke him first. âSorry,â Silver says, reaching for an excuse (he knows he doesnât need one, he knows heâs hardly the only sailor plagued by restless sleep - Flint among them, but even so), âItâs this fucking heat. How anyone can sleep soundly through it is beyond me.â He swallows, starting to sit up. âIs the ship alright? The crew? You look like shit.â