#apogeeintro

───  𝙛𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙨

full  name  :  valens  lau

nickname(s) /  alias(es)  :  golden  boy  ,  

age  /  dob  :  twenty  one  /  september  14  ‘99

hometown  :  west  ham  ,  kansas

current  location :  new  ham

ethnicity :  chinese  (  macaunese  )

nationality  :  american

gender  :  cis  male

pronouns  :  he  /  him

orientation  :  bisexual  ,  biromantic

religion :  atheistic

faction : one

muse # : one

label  :  golden  boy  

tropes  :  good  is  not  soft  ,  i  was  just  passing  through  ,  

face  claim  :  wong  kun  hang  /  hendery

language(s)  spoken  :  english

speech :  very  well  spoken  ,  polite  &  overall  charming  .  he’s  got  a  way  with  words  that  makes  people  just  want  to  listen  to  him ,  whether  he’s  talking  about  the  clean  up  trip  out  of  town  or  what  he  wants  to  eat  for  dinner  .  either  way  ,  he’s  got  a  certain  charm  about  him  &  it’s  unknown  where  it  comes  from  (  since  both  of  his  parents  are  ,  how  you  say  ,  not  the  most  well  spoken  people  )  .

hair  :  dark  brown  –  almost  black  ,  but  he  keeps  it  natural  without  styling  it  too  much  .  it  falls  naturally  in  curls  ,  but  it’ll  very  quickly  will  straighten  itself  out  &  nobody  knows  how  it  happen  .  either  way  ,  he  gets  away  with  not  combing  it  or  styling  it  cause  he  sometimes  looks  like  a  prince  .

eyes :  big  ,  brown  puppy  eyes  that  honestly  –  showcase  every  single  emotion  he  has  .  it’s  because  of  them  that  he  can’t  hide  any  of  his  feelings  ,  since  they  really  are  the  windows  to  the  soul  .

height  :  five  feet  ,  eleven  inches

build  :  more  lean  than  broad  ,  but  still  athletic  from  years  of  playing  soccer  –  played  collegiately  as  well  .

tattoos  :  none  .

piercings :  none  .

scars  :  a  small  ,  barely  visible  scar  on  the  pad  of  his  right  thumb  .

clothing  style  :  very  boring  ,  comfort  over  style  ,  basically  .  he  cleans  up  well  when  he  has  to  ,  but  prefers  sweatpants  (  grey  ,  adidas  ,  track  pants  )  paired  with  whatever  shirt  he  grabs  first  in  the  morning  .  as  leader  ,  he’s  tried  to  dress  better  (  i  .  e  .  khakis  ,  button  ups  ,  whatever  )  but  will  still  often  be  found  around  town  looking  like  the  college  jock  who  will  walk  you  home  at  night  .

usual  expression  :  awestruck  puppy  who  can’t  quite  believe  the  world  he  lives  in  .  he’s  endearing  ,  with  a  face  that  tells  people  they  can  approach  because  he  just  looks  like  the  kind  of  guy  that’ll  listen  &  help  you  out  as  best  as  he  can  .

distinguishing  characteristics  :  high  cheekbones  ,  a  nose  that  scrunches  up  whenever  he  laughs  .

───  𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

exterior   :   wants  to  make  up  for  everything  his  parents  did  in  their  lives  –  valens  is  pure  good  .  he  is  sweetness  &  morality  mixed  up  into  a  child  that  should’ve  been  wicked  ,  but  he’s  looked  evil  in  the  eye  ,  shook  hands  with  unfortunate  circumstance  &  still  chose  to  be  good  .  it’s  been  seen  in  west  ham  ,  valens  helping  the  old  women  cross  the  street  &  laughing  at  their  stories  ,  letting  them  fix  his  hair  &  collars  before  he  climbs  a  tree  to  retrieve  a  stubborn  cat  .  that  lau  boy  is  good  ,  you’ve  heard  before  .  he  walks  his  friends  home  in  the  dark  &  gets  his  fists  bloody  for  the  underdog  –  the  town  of  west  ham  thinks  of  good  &  they  think  of  valens  lau  ,  golden  boy  who  shows  up  early  to  church  to  help  open  doors  &  wipe  down  pews  .  a  people  person  ,  has  a  natural  gift  for  making  everyone  feel  loved  &  special  .

i  .  e  .  cool  jock  that’s  friends  with  everyone  ,  thor  odinson  in  thor  :  ragnorak  ,  good  guy  with  a  heart  of  gold  ,  golden  retriever  but  make  it  boy  ,  boys  will  be  boys  but  wholesome  version  .

interior   :   wrangles  with  a  lot  of  pressure  &  weight  –  because  he  knows  what’s  expected  of  him  .  one  slip  up  ,  &  he’s  just  the  lau  boy  ,  what  everyone  expected  .  but  he’s  not  ,  he’s  worked  hard  to  shed  what  people  think  of  him  &  embrace  something  else  .  he  is  good  above  all  else  ,  to  the  point  that  he  puts  everybody  else  before  himself  (  &  those  closest  to  him  )  –  he  loses  himself  in   making  sure  that  everyone  else  is  okay  &  taken  care  of  ,  nights  where  he  doesn’t  sleep  to  make  sure  everyone  has  a  locker  dec  ,  or  days  where  he  forgets  to  drink  water  because  he’s  babying  his  team  .  slow  to  anger  or  frustration  ,  he  rarely  shows  signs  of  wear  &  tear  ,  opting  to  keep  all  of  his  negative  emotions  in  anyway  to  avoid  worrying  everyone  else  .

i  .  e  .  “my  people  come  first  ,  everyone  else  before  me”  ,  self  -  sacrificial  ,  dangerously  loyal  &  moral  ,  self  sacrificial  atlas  –  holding  the  weight  of  the  world  solely  on  his  own  shoulders

───  𝙘𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙘𝙡𝙚

TRIGGER  WARNINGS  :  tbd

the  lau  family  lives  on  the  outskirts  of  west  ham  –  a  small  house  that  can  be  more  considered  shack  than  home  .  nobody’s  around  when  valens  is  born  ,  his  cry  loud  enough  to  send  a  flock  of  ravens  flying  from  the  overgrown  lawn  .  innocent  life  ,  baby  blessed  by  goodness  –  he  doesn’t  know  how  corrupt  his  parents  are  or  how  hard  they’ve  had  to  fight  to  have  the  life  they  have  .  the  things  they’ve  done  &  the  people  they’ve  wronged  is  one  long  list  that’s  unknowingly  passed  down  to  a  child  that  the  townspeople  look  down  on  .  they  turn  their  noses  up  at  a  baby  born  in  the  dirt  &  expect  the  worst  from  him  –  if  he’s  anything  like  his  parents  ,  they’d  better  lock  their  doors  &  keep  their  purses  close  ,  the  lau  family  is  rotten  –  it  only  makes  sense  that  their  only  child  will  be  as  well  .

but  he  grows  wild  &  good  ,  a  sunflower  trapped  in  a  field  of  weeds  .  valens  comes  to  church  on  his  own  ,  arrives  at  school  in  rags  &  at  first  ,  the  townspeople  tell  their  children  to  stay  away  from  the  lau  boy  .  but  he  does  things  that  a  boy  like  him  shouldn’t  do  –  he  holds  hands  with  the  new  widow  her  first  sunday  back  at  church  ,  he  wipes  her  tears  &  lets  her  hold  him  .  he  dives  into  the  street  to  pull  back  a  wandering  toddler  ,  saving  her  life  &  disappearing  before  her  parents  can  thank  him  .  they  know  he’s  hungry  ,  but  gives  the  sandwich  he  got  from  wiping  down  counters  at  the  diner  to  the  old  man  who  lost  his  son  .  valens  is  good  –  the  whispers  start  ,  but  he  is  blind  to  them  as  he  is  blind  to  parents  who  steal  for  dinner  .

eventually  ,  school  gets  easy  for  him  .  his  teacher  gets  him  into  soccer  &  pays  all  his  fees  so  he  can  play  with  the  other  boys  ,  &  he  has  his  first  kiss  in  third  grade  with  a  girl  who  sits  next  to  him  during  reading  .  valens  gains  popularity  simply  for  being  good  –  he’s  friends  with  everyone  ,  the  richest  ,  the  poorest  ,  nobody  ever  sits  alone  if  he’s  there  .  for  some  reason  ,  people  tend  to  like  that  on  him  ,  but  he  doesn’t  do  it  because  he  wants  people  to  like  him  ,  he  does  it  because  he  knows  what  it’s  like  –  going  hungry  ,  sitting  alone  ,  everyone’s  eyes  on  him  for  something  he  didn’t  do  .  what  a  shitty  feeling  ,  he  hopes  nobody  else  has  to  suffer  the  way  he  has  .

a  full  ride  to  west  ham  on  a  soccer  scholarship  ,  valens  makes  sure  to  thank  his  second  grade  teacher  for  getting  him  in  in  the  first  place  .  by  the  time  he’s  eighteen  ,  he’s  the  golden  boy  around  town  ,  known  for  working  in  the  greenhouses  &  bringing  flowers  to  the  elderly  women  who  sit  in  the  square  on  saturday  mornings  .  the  lau  boy  is  different  from  his  parents  –  he’s  kind  &  good  ;  the  kind  of  boy  people  wish  their  daughters  would  marry  &  the  good  kind  of  hero  that  is  humble  enough  to  deny  the  accusations  .

he  wins  sga  president  for  his  senior  year  ,  thanks  to  both  his  charm  &  influence  on  the  student  body  .  college  has  been  a  ride  for  him  as  he  shoulders  all  the  weight  on  his  shoulders  to  pretend  that  everything  is  peachy  ,  ignoring  any  cracks  that  might  be  starting  to  form  in  his  perfect  marble  form  .  he  organizes  the  trip  ,  invites  as  many  people  as  he  can  &  expects  it  to  go  business  as  usual  ,  only  for  things  to  of  course  go  horribly  wrong  .

hello everyone. my name’s ria, i use she/her pronouns and i’m 21! i reside in the pst tz and this is my first group rp in a hot minute so please have mercy on my poor soul. enough about my boring ass, onto clara: 

profile. full bio. connections page is wip!

more quick facts in context of the current plot:

though clara would be a nomad by choice regardless, she doesn’t have much of a foot in any group as she’s just recently arrived in town and does not attend university locally. 

in reality, she knew very few people prior to this aside from her step-brother and whoever is in close association with him 

the current territory she has used as a personal base of operations is her fathers small real estate office and occasionally their house when necessary (though she feels as though she does not belong there)  

doesn’t have a great grasp on the town or its inhabitants 

tw for drugs, sex, incarceration and shit ass parents

♡   so i have miss. sutton bennett here , former figure skating sorority girl princess . if it wasn’t for her parents huge scandal , she’d be known around town as the ice princess who does so much in the community it’s actually scary .

♡   but little did sutton know, her parents getting her into the activism state of mind was all a facade . they needed to come off as an all - american family with a white picket fence lifestyle to cover up the money laundering that they did through their accounting business . 

♡    not too long ago , her parents were caught and basically her life came crashing down ??? doing deeds for shady figures in town didn’t tread on her reputation lightly , and she was kicked out of her sorority and forced to ‘ step down ‘ from skating because her lifestyle just ‘ didn’t fit anymore ‘ .

♡   cue schitts creek scene where they get just about everything taken from them . that’s sutton’s current situation , though the family lawyer was good enough to allow them to keep their house . it’s just .. emptier . 

♡   before all hell rained down , she was popular , she had it all , she was that girl that could fit into any friend group with ease - but she was groomed to be that way , tbh . living a life of a happy family facade makes you a damn good liar 

♡    once the cat was out of the bag , sutton began to rebel even more . it was super hard for her to get out of her parents grips , but once they were busy with lawyers and trying to find loopholes , it was easy for her to go out and let out all of the buried frustrations she had . partying  , drinking  , drugs , sex .. it all played a role in her now tarnished reputation . 

♡   her parents sent her on the trip because they honestly didn’t want her in their hair anymore , the two had enough problems of their own and sutton was just adding to the turmoil and weird looks they got throughout town . 

♡   the curtain has basically fallen for her , and she’s a mess . she doesn’t know who she is , she’s uncertain about nearly everything in her life , and figures now is the time to mess her entire life up because there’s literally no one there to stop her . 

♡   she decided to go nomad because she rly feels like there’s nowhere she fits in anymore ??? she constantly feels like an outside and would rather ( grinch voice ) wallow in self - pity than do anything to change her situation . so yeah , she’s changed a lot and her light has definitely dimmed out a lot .

jaesun came from south korea after being adopted by his mother’s sister into her own family, his own family life wasn’t the best with his father being an abusive drunk and his mother’s death being the reason his father is currently in prison for life.

he doesn’t hold any desire to return back to the country that has failed to take him out of such an chaotic home as he was taken at such an young age of eight

always consider himself as an loner, but there’s two people he truly dote on and that’s his mother’s aunt and his younger adoptive sister, always felt more close to them than his own uncle

he was selling weed in school to generate some money to save future wise as he found that he needed money to support himself before college

his goal was to find an apartment that he could pay rent in advance and not worry on it, until the time comes, and he does find the perfect apartment to do so

which is when he’d move out at the age of eighteen and provided himself with a half-job while attending college to head into a career for forensic science

his first polyamorous relationship wasn’t the best nor was his second, but the third time was with people he’s met over the internet that happens to also be attending the same college that he was at

he has a relationship consisting of three people and it’s up to players right here on if their muses also have relationships outside of jaesun!

has a relationship with weed as it calms him down and he does try his best to not reek of it 24/7

( charles melton + 23 + muse 51 ) isn’t that ignatius “monty” monroe over there? i heard he joined faction: nomads after they got back to west ham. it’s funny, ‘cause they were only on the service trip because his fraternity received disciplinary community service hours & downtrodden greek lifers equaled eager customers. hopefully they fit in there – they’re VULPINE, but also PERFIDIOUS. oh, i’m sure they’ll be fine.

“road work ahead? uh, yeah, i sure hope it does!” ( alternatively: monty monroe, a roadmap. )

firstborn to two of the most powerful executives in the world in hong kong, heading alacritas, the world’s most cutting-edge pharmaceutical company to date. meaning “cheerfulness” and “life”, alacritas’ company mantra is based in life-giving –– “in vivacity, we shine.” lest we forget, though, these pharma high rollers definitely did more than dabble in delinquency. big pharma comes with big drugs: not always the legal kind. and while monty’s parents certainly generate an impressive gross income from respectable trades, they also outsource sketchy labor not listed in their tax reports... illegal substances. mercenaries. insider trading. the monroe’s exploited their industry to the fullest, securing their way to the top of hong kong’s sociopolitical ladder. and, when chinese authorities began questioning their records in 1998,  neville and meihui did what any good parents would do to secure a promising future for their only progeny: they shipped two-year-old ignatius off to london, england to live with neville’s sister.

up until his thirteenth year, ignatius thrived: he grew up alongside his younger cousin, essentially as siblings. his aunt became more of a mother than a simple caretaker. the boy was bright. brilliant, really. in primary school, he distinguished himself with his sharp wit and indelible charm. a footballer and intellectual, he fostered many friendships and networked his way into london’s youthful elite. so, when his aunt uprooted their small family to marry an american she met during a layover in dublin, young ignatius was less than pleased.

his aunt’s husband happened to own property in a hole-in-the-wall town in kansas, west ham. ignatius despised the name –– and, upon arrival, his dislike only grew. its sleepy streets couldn’t compete with bustling south kensington. despite their opulent accommodations, he developed a sour taste in his mouth concerning west ham and its residents. some semblance of self-perceived superiority took hold –– and, as ignatius easily landed the role of striker on west ham’s varsity soccer team, his peers mostly enabled this attitude.

in high school, he earned the nickname monty: something a bit less posh than his birth name. it worked, and monty found that, by his senior year, he’d grown more comfortable in participating in west ham’s suburban traditions. still, he aimed to attend university far away. and, with an acceptance to stanford’s business school, nearly bloody succeeded. if it weren’t for his idiot step-uncle...

( tw: automobile accident, death, drugs )  the week before graduation, his aunt’s american buffoon of a husband decided it’d be wise to drive home during one of the worst rainstorms of the season. inebriated. he flipped their prized audi. totaled the damned thing. and totaled himself, too. monty’s graduation bash had to be postponed for funeral services. his aunt fell into a terrible depression and, in order to keep the household running properly, monty had no choice but to stay here. in west ham. it was the right thing to do.

so he began school at west ham’s local uni. and hated every moment of it. of course, seeing his high school friends was ideal –– but he wasn’t challenged. wasn’t stimulated. he began sneaking one or two of his aunt’s pills, here and there. the habit slowly grew, little by little. once he rushed omega nu, he began dealing a bit here and there. with the cash, he was able to acquire more lucrative inventory.

he started off in the greek faction but quickly became a nomad due to a little incident concerning a pocket knife and a bit too much alcohol. i imagine he’s still on good terms with some of the guys, but damn... this kid has turned into a loose canon. 

personality tidbits! woop woop.

there’s no easy way to say this. he’s a fuckin’ ass. and, ever since their return to this shaken-up version of the world, it’s gotten worse. any moral compass this kid previously had has vacated the building.

while everyone else was panicked about their parents’ absence, monty raided the local pharmacies and practically cleaned them out. he inventoried his own stock and rummaged through the entire estate, broke into rooms his aunt and uncle hadn’t previously allowed him access to. and oh, did he like what he found: a considerable portion of alacritas’ inventory –– and not the entirely legal kind.

you want drugs? got an aching back? a throbbing heart? monty’s got something for that. but it’ll fuckin’ cost you, big. maybe a gun. maybe that pocket knife, or your toolkit. y’think he could have that antifreeze in exchange for this weed? four pills for tomorrow’s rations. think about it. you need this. he’s helping you. but this place’ll go to absolute shit without a market economy so, really? he’s keeping the peace.

business major. definite snake. slither slither, bitches. don’t trust him. he’ll charm your socks off. he’ll seduce you with his warm-honey voice and buttery smile.

have you... seen his little cousin....? no??? he’s worried but won’t admit it. good bloody riddance!! pah! he’s got his fuckin’ house to himself! don’t you even THINK about telling him otherwise, unless you’re there for business... but you’ll have to meet him at a neutral location to exchange goods. he’s not about to, like, orchestrate his own demise, thank you very much.

honestly? hasn’t had a sober moment since their return from the trip. he went with the intent to sell and, because of it, he’s got a heckin stash. so shut up and smoke this blunt with him, or so help him god.

will look you dead in the eye and describe, in detail, how he'll flay your skin strip by strip and use it to sew himself a new pair of boots, if you don't pay up now. cue a snort of cocaine off his key before he twiddles an outstretched palm “understood?”

a true businessman with no instinct for self-preservation. just profit. profit, profit, profit. though he wasn’t raised by his birth parents, they sure as hell passed on their ophidian genes.

honestly quite unhinged. doesn’t respect anyone else’s authority but his own. always armed in some capacity. likes playing with pocket knives. has an affinity for winking for no reason. eyeing you like you’re his next meal. maybe you are. better give him that last red gatorade before you have to find out.

heavily inspired by “bad guy” by billie eilish.

somebody break him. somebody make him break. because he’s a bloody cadbury egg, y’all. eventually, his shell’s gonna crumble.

bisexual as heck. mess as heck. not repressed about it, but will absolutely play about with the truth. not above faking genuine emotion to get you in his bed. or to steal your shit. his sleight of hand is uncanny. for a rich boy, he sure knows how to grift.

( sean teale + 22 + muse 20 ) isn’t that oliver castillo over there? i heard HE joined faction two after they got back to west ham. it’s funny, ‘cause they were only on the service trip because HIS MOM ENCOURAGED HIM AND HE FIGURED IT WOULD BE A GOOD WAY TO NETWORK. hopefully they fit in there – they’re ENTREPRENEURIAL, but also SELF-DESTRUCTIVE. oh, i’m sure they’ll be fine.

so! here’s my rambled bio for oliver:

he’s spanish with a huge family. 7 sisters, himself, his mom and his dad. and then a ton of aunts and uncles who all just seem to be on the other end of a phone call.

he was always brought up round good food and the importance of a decent diet and wanted to go into the culinary industry himself. his parents owned a little restaurant that they prided themselves on hugely but it was difficult to keep up with that and such a big family financially. so oliver vowed to get a job and help

it wasn’t that he didn’t get a job, he did. he worked his ass off as a cleaner or in retail but it was never enough to even help in the slightest. that’s when he discovered that hey, he could actually make a fair amount of money by making adult movies or by charging people for his company in its various forms. (i suppose that’s a polite way of saying he made adult movies and sold himself) but that brought in enough to start helping. to stock the fridges and make sure they had electric and make sure they were all getting back on track.

now the thing oliver also struggled with was his sexuality. not that his family weren’t accepting of him and whatever he wanted to be, they were more than supportive, he just wasn’t good at being open about it. he was in denial about being gay and would actively deny it despite knowing he was. he frequented any nightlife and drank and used recreational drugs to take his mind off of it, whether that lead to him making out with guys or not. 

so then the idea of this trip came up. his mom had pestered and annoyed him until he agreed to go, saying that it would be good for him and that he really needed to get out once in a while. naturally, he eventually gave in and agreed, thought it surely couldn’t be that bad. maybe there’d be someone to flirt with or someone who’d brought along something to keep things fun. he’d begrudgingly boarded and then that was it. due to his family being his life, he is sue to be more than devastated that they’re not around. 

so some quick things about his personality in general!:

he’s stubborn as all hell and can be a total asshole. however, despite that tough side and his usual resting bitch face, he is known to be a bit of a flirt with a signature smirk. (he is gay but he’s been known to often flirt with girls to hide this) he’s quite harsh sometimes, either making jokes about things or calling things how he sees them. probably a good person to go to for advice as he’ll always just say what he thinks. deep, deep, deeeeeeep down past all the assholeness? there may be a gentle and considerate side to him that wants to cuddle and pay compliments. for the time being though, he’s more than happy being defensive and his fierce loyalty is as close to caring as you’ll usually get from him. taking directions from people is something he doesn’t do well and it only makes sense for him to end up in faction 2. 

so yeah that’s about it, i think? absolutely terrible, i know, but alas. here we are. if you want to know anything else, feel free to ask!!!

what’s up y’all admin ellie here to introduce my girl emmeline!!

so miss emmeline has lived in new ham her entire life. it’s all she’s ever known and she thinks she loves it (key word thinks, she’s just kinda scared of anything else)

in high school she was relatively popular. she was on the cheer squad and on student council. not the president tho that’s too much #responsibility for ya girl. she definitely had a core squad of friends in high school that like EVERYBODY knew (that’s a wc right there)

after high school she decided just to attend west ham college. going somewhere new TERRIFIED her and she wasn’t sure it was what she wanted. so right now she’s studying economics with hopes of going to law school someday. but you know what, that could change. majors change shit happens yknow.

she has also joined the alpha tau kappa sorority at college. im thinking that her mom was a part of it so she’s a legacy sister tho. in the srat she’s pretty involved, especially in their philanthropy which is to be determined. she loves all of her sister and is always looking to recruit more *wink wink*.

throughout high school and college she’s been a pretty big party person. she maintains her good girl persona but absolutely sleeps around and parties around. she protects her image well.

she went on the service trip because she was forced to but she really didn’t mind. if she’s being honest she was scared outta her MIND when the storm hit. she HATES storms and was just trying to keep her cool

once things get rolling miss emmeline is going to SHUT DOWN. she has a ten year old sister who has gone missing with her parents. she was fiercely protective of her little sister so she’s terrified that her sister is gone forever.

that’s all i’ve got for now?? i will add updates to this as her character evolves !!

june 4th update: emmeline is the biggest wolf in sheep’s clothing that you will ever meet. she’ll plaster a smile on and pretend to be your best friend, but she is not afraid to stab someone in the back to get ahead. now of course she’s got a core group of friends that she would NEVER, but anyone else???? good luck charlie

wanted connections

exes –– guys gals and nonbinary pals are wanted (bonus points if they’re from high school

friends –– all kinds of friends

enemies –– bonus points if they used to be friends and now can’t stand each other

the app ….

★彡 ( cindy kimberly + twenty + muse 37 ) isn’t that juno navarro over there? i heard she joined faction greek after they got back to west ham. it’s funny, ‘cause they were only on the service trip because OF HER INVOLVEMENT IN HER SORORITY. hopefully they fit in there – they’re EFFULGENT, but also OBSTREPEROUS. oh, i’m sure they’ll be fine. 

the synthesis …

white colored toe nails dipped into salty waters, coconut scented shampoo lingering on hair strands, giggles falling through plump lips while sneaking through windows at three am, juno evangeline navarro is gripping words of a novel dancing on paper. the concept of her pulling you into an ocean that you dont want to remove yourself from no matter how much water fills your lungs. the second child, and the baby of the family in and out, juno story takes place by the coast. her childhood into her teen years reeking of beach days, bonfires, year long tans, and memories that would last a lifetime. her father, raising his two children with the help of only his parents always did the best to make sure his girls grew up in a safe environment. one filled with love and support. and for that, he gained not only the title of best friend in their hearts, but their rock, their world. their grandparents of course only one step behind him. and their mother? being a story that juno tried to burry between the lines. drown in her happiness, her family, her friends. not wanting to think about her, feel anything for her. juno seemed to do everything and anything she could to rid her head of memories of her. and considering her mother took her and her sibling, and dropped them off on the front steps of their fathers house , at only six , and never looked back again no one can say they blame her.

personality ….

known as the lion hearted, juno is light and love combined with a sense of playfulness and ebullient that you can somehow never get out of your head . she is a big hearted beauty, who loves with her all and as her sibling would tell her loves too hard. good intentions flow throughout her body, and despite her claiming up and down that she doesn’t need anybody she is truly someone who attaches themselves to you. she is always teasing somebody, and has a sense of adventure that surely comes from her upbringing. she feels most at home surrounding by friends, and family. she is someone who will drag you out of bed in the middle of the night for a late night drive with good music, and the first person who’ll jump in front of a bullet for you. she feels deeply, but does not always know how to deal with those feelings. she can be jealous, stubborn, and trust issues are rooted so deeply into her she doesnt know where they begin and she ends. she loves laughing, and feeling alive? which she will do anything to achieve. its like her own little high and shes an addict. an adrenaline junkie her father would call her. she’s affectionate with those she loves, and of course when shes drunk. she craves meaningful connections with those around her, and falls into a darkness when she feels as if shes disconnected. her mother left this sense of needing to be needed and wanted within her, but shes dealing.

misc/head cannons/extras ….

aesthetics ;; the wind against your skin as you hang out the passengers side window, simple shaped necklaces hanging between collarbones, swatches of highlighters filling her arms after a trip in sephora, singing loudly in the back of ubers, dancing and singing in the shower as if shes at her own concert, french vanilla iced coffee, tan feet in clear ocean waters, coconut tanning oil, strawberry flavored chapstick and strawberry flavored vodka, glossy lips, flowered skinned juuls, moans in the backseat of her car, affectionate hugs, colorful facemasks, text messages to friends that start with ‘biiitccchhh’, snapchat filters, conspiracy theories, neck kisses, soft giggles, glittery bath bombs, fruit platters, the sound of the ocean, dancing around in her room with nothing but panties on.

i want to say that despite her sorority?? she’s not a ; every man for themselves ‘ kind of person? like she is that girl to help, to share, to confide in. and the only reason she kind of stuck with her fraction is because they are her people? like her loyalty and attachment refuses to let her not stick with them? 

she’s majoring in psychology, and full heartedly loves it? but it is something that is definitely deeper then just finding a career path for her. even if she wont fully admit it.

for the longest time? she use to have sleep terrors, she even went to therapy for two years because of it. they dont happen too much anymore, but here and there she gets them. of course this came from her mother. 

* her mother abandoned her on her fathers front steps, and its a memory that still lives in her head? that and the drug issue her mom had. 

connections ….