#aphrodaisyacs

of course!! this was for a little modern/road trip au i was planning a long time ago.... and will probably never finish lmao. this is the “abandoned wip game” rather than just the “wip game” in my case smh

Keigo had been sitting on Touya’s bed, he remembers. He had flipped through the pages of the book so carefully, so deliberately, taking each of the drawings in detail by detail. Whether it be a sprawling landscape or a hasty doodle of a cat he spotted outside, Keigo had given them all his full attention - as if they were precious, somehow, as if the pages were lined with gold.

And he had looked up, finally - just about when Touya was ready to flee the room through the window and never return.

“Touya, you’re really amazing.”

“They’re just sketches.”

hoo boy okay let’s see here. I feel like I end up repeating myself a lot when I do these things so I’m gonna try to come up with some new things

belting along with my favorite music in my apartment alone. used to be “in a car” but I don’t really so much with the driving anymore, so. and you bet I’m not gonna do it on a subway.

hugs. friend hugs. I’m definitely a hug person and there is nothing quite like a really good hug to make me just…feel very nice.

that thing when you’re reading, you know, and you hit a phrase or section of a work that just makes you feel, where it’s beautiful or emotional or just an arrangement of words that hits you right in the chest and sometimes it isn’t “happy,” per se, but it’s one of my favorite feelings in the world.

when I’m in a writing groove and it feels like the words are just flowing straight from my brain down my arms and out through my fingers, and it’s so easy and natural and I feel like I could go forever.

dog smiles.

tagged by @aphrodaisyacs ( ´ ▽ ` )

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

mad head love by kenshi yonezu

akatsukino Ito by wagakki band

re:re by asian kung fu generation

vapor by 日食なつこ

eyes as candles by passion pit

life by neffex

marching towards tomorrow by keisuke kuwata (my favorite song lol)

anti hero by sekai no owari

robot boy by linkin park 

blame it on the girls by mika

loser by kenshi yonezu

earphone by golden bomber

wahhhhhhhh thanks so, so much for this ask, it’s great! Like, I used to be so bad at this but now I’m good at it because of every time I’ve gotten this ask! :D Practice makes perfectt

I’m very good at taking care of my cat, and I love her so much. this will always be the top of my list because whenever everything else fails me, at least I can fallback to this and know that if nothing else, I’ve made one (1) cat’s life extraordinary :’)

I’m much better at recognizing my mental health needs than I used to be. Depressive episodes hit a lot lighter. I’m more honest and straightforward with myself about what i can and can’t do. And I’m more honest/straightforward about those things to my friends too!

Speaking of friends, i have absolutely amazing friends omg! Like and that’s more a good thing about them than me, but I feel like I’ve gotten better at setting boundaries and recognizing when people are following them and when they are not. And ousting the assholes lol, while keeping the good ones

I actually have ambition now? I’ve gone without ambition for so much of my life, and it’s so great that I’ve learned to have dreams and goals and aspirations and to actually be working for them

I am able to brainwash an entire legion of people into any select niche interest. My magic power is spawning secondhand obsessions that transform into firsthand obsessions. Y’ALL WILL BOW BEFORE MY WEIRD FUCKING FANtASIESSSSS~

What a great start for the enemies to friends to lovers trope

oooof these are hard. my therapist asked me this question this week and I basically stared at her blankly, partly because whenever people ask me questions like this I immediately forget every good thing I’ve ever thought about myself in my life. 

but okay, here goes, and I’m going to try not to qualify all of these to hell.

I think I’m a pretty good friend, on the whole. I certainly care about the people I love a Whole Lot, and I think I’m decent at showing it, even if I’m not always the best communicator.

I write stuff, and by all accounts I’m pretty good at it.

While it’s a double-edged sword, my determination and drive is also something that I am proud of. It keeps me motivated, and moving, and able to achieve the things I want to.

Writing Lymond fic has reminded me that I’m a pretty good researcher and I love doing it. Love learning things in general, and I think that’s a good quality.

Despite how hard it is sometimes, I’ve managed to keep going, and keep my life more or less together while actually doing a lot. Sometimes I forget that I’m kind of playing life on Hard Mode and yet I’m still managing to make it through, somehow. I sometimes need to remember to give myself credit for that.