#aparnasworld

Compared to several months back? Much improved. Yes.

For the sake of clarity stating that when I drag historical figures it is because they are historical figures and because romanticizing a past that does not exist is a fascist red flag.

Especially romanticizing the historical European sphere unironically. As aesthetically awesome as 14th-1920s European fashion is and as much as I do generally the enjoy the aesthetics of the 1770s through 1830s.

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Yes!! Do it!! The book is so good, and you can really see Jared in the part. Enjoy.

It seems that Prime is recommending SPN to anyone watching The Boys, because I have a colleague who has watched both The Boys and Gen V told me that Prime recommended him SPN, a show he only knows about because of me.

I have way too many favorite moments. But I'm going to try to pick just a few.

The confession scene in its whole because it's beautiful, it's the culmination of 10 years of an unique love story. I love the way Cas just lets the truth out and how Dean lets him tell him so many beautiful things and never tries to stop him when in the past, when there's been any praise directed towards him, he always makes the other person stop talking. It's been almost 6 years and I still think about that scene on a daily basis.

The mixtape. Dean Winchester who grew in the 80s decided to gift Cas a mixtape with all his favorite Led Zeppelin songs; that's a love confession. But I also love how even though things are complicated and Cas tries to give it back because he doesn't think Dean's is going to forgive him, Dean still tells him to keep it, because even when things are bad in between them, Dean still wants him around

The alley scene in 5x03, when Dean is laughing for the first time in years and he gets his arm around Cas. I think this is the first time when he starts to realize the full weight of his feelings towards Cas.

Every time they see through each other's shit and they encourage each other to talk, like the motel scene in 8x08, or the diner scene in 10x09 or the restaurant scene in 14x14

Cas coming out of the bathroom after changing his clothes and getting rid of the beard and mud and Dean just being so awed.

ALL THE HUGS. I love how in the first hug Cas barely responds, just lets Dean wrap his arms around him, but then in every other hug after that one, Cas is always holding Dean tightly, putting all his being into it

Cas defying Heaven and God for Dean. I love the scenes in 4x22 when Cas blasts Zachariah away and how later he tells Chuck that he and Dean are making it as they go. That look that Dean gives him when he says that it's INSANE. Same could be say about 4x18, when Dean asks for help and Cas finds a loophole and tells him how to keep Sam safe from Lillith

Dean taking his hand away from the banishing sigil even though he knows that Ishim will kill him, but he can't because he doesn't want to risk killing Cas

Their bickering. It's just always so fun. I love the whole bickering in 12x10, but also on silly moments like "Enochian's kind of tough, maybe you got something wrong" And Cas is like "I don't get words wrong."

The scene at the end of 13x05, when Cas calls Dean and then they see each other and how in the following episode Dean is just so damn happy to have Cas back and he makes him wear a hat and it just feels like the world is a better place.