#anyonereally

How are you REALLY feeling at the moment? Is something worrying you?

Eeep, um…. Right now I’m doing okay I suppose, but last week was super stressful, and now that I finally feel okay, I have to go back to school. I’m frequently worrying about college and my future and how I have NOIDEAWHATI’MDOINGWITHMYLIFEOREVENWHEREI’MGOINGTOCOLLEGEANDHOWI’LLAFFORDITAND *ahem*. Scuse me.  Also, my guinea pig stopped eating over the weekend, so I can feel her little hip bones, but she never lost her pudgy belly and she started eating again, but it was still really worrying. 2. What would your perfect morning look like?

Snuggly and warm in fleece blankets and tea, I still haven’t acclimated to the weather up here, so I spend a most of my time under many layers of fleece, and the morning is no different. Honestly though, I don’t usually experience morning because I sleep super late, but if I were to have a perfect morning, it just be simple and cozy. 3. Which book are you currently reading? Or what was the last book you read: and what do you think of it?

I’m not reading anything currently, and the last book I read was for school, so the book before that was John Green’s The Fault in Our Stars, which was fantastic, of course. I thought it had just the right amounts of everything really, of romantic interests, sarcastic humor, and insights into life. I thought it was an excellent book and would definitely recommend it. I’ve watched many of his Youtube videos, and only just now started reading his books. I read this one after reading Looking for Alaska, and I like TFIOS much better. 4. What are your dearest objects in your home? If there was a fire - which ones would you save?

My guinea pig Mi-Mi would be what I’d save in a fire; I’d probably trust my cats to fend for themselves.

5. What are your pet peeves? (What do you find annoying about others?)

People who base their judgments of people on only a certain facet or characteristic of humanity, and don’t see that while people may be lacking in a certain area that they’ve somehow deemed superior, they can’t appreciate the good qualities of a person because they don’t consider that as important. Does that make sense? Sorry, I don’t know how to explain that any better.

6. Tell me 5things you like about yourself: it can be both personality and appearance.

In no particular order: 1) I’m kinda spacy and odd, but I feel that this allows me to see things in a way most people don’t, so I really like that. 2) I really enjoy clothing and I’m really proud of the way I can portray myself and get creative through that medium. I don’t really think it’s fashion, but more like dress up. 3) I really like my hair, tis purple, my favorite color. 4) My ability to always be myself. When I first moved here, I didn’t really fit in anywhere, but I remained quintessentially me even though I was also alone. I used to be really self-conscious so I’d conform to a lot of things and give up what made me really happy, so I’m proud that I don’t do that anymore. 5) My dancing ability. I’m not really that great, but when I started I was horrible ,so I’m proud of how much I’ve improved at that and how far I’ve come.   

7. If you could run away from everything right now, where would you go and who would you take with you?

Korea or Japan, and I’d take my guinea pig and cat I guess; I don’t really have many good friends. I don’t think my family would allow me to run away, so they’d just be a burden if I did. This is extremely hypothetical because I don’t speak much Korean, and while I have progressed past saying just “kawaii desu” in Japanese, my Japanese is horrible. 8. Do you have any siblings?

I have a twin brother named Mark. He's exactly one minute older than me, and he's reallyreallyreally tall: 6'7"/200cm.

9. If you had a time-machine - where would you go? How long would you stay? And why does that particular time interest you?

Probably the eighties because they seem like a really fun time and I really like 80’s music. That’s super lame, but I know as romanticized as the past was, I really do appreciate the modern-day amenities we have and would like to maintain a romanticized idea of it and not actually experience all the negative aspects that aren’t focused on as much. Also, I probably wouldn’t stay too long, possibly a week or so. That seems like a boring answer, but I actually like our time period now. 10. What are you the most passionate about?

Dance and clothes, I also consider myself to be a feminist, and I get really passionate about eating disorders; I had to watch my friend battle with hers, and it’s always been a topic I feel strongly about.

  11. What are your dream-plans for the future? (Unrealistic or not, tell me!)

I really love foreign languages, so I want to learn as many as possible. Also, I really want to see the world,  more than just the East Coast and part of the Midwest of the US. I also really want to live in a big city one day. These seem like rather cliché dreams, but it’s really all I want out of life right now. Maybe once I achieve them I can realize more grandiose and spectacular dreams of mine, haha.