#anxtiety

The fact that graduation is only three months away

I want to write a book about high school and what high school like today. Would that be a good idea I need some thoughts.

Hello again :) I’ve been busy lately so I haven’t posted anything. Anyway, on Thursday I talked to Melissa and I’m getting a 504 plan to help with anxiety. This means I’m allowed to leave class if I need to calm down, have shorter assignments or extended due dates, and have someone to talk to once a week in school about anxiety. Melissa is also going to send a list of therapists to my parents. The best thing she told me is our school has a program for students with a lot of anxiety like me! However, the program is full and my classes are two years ahead of the classes I would take in it. BUT Melissa says I am welcome to eat lunch with them away from the lunchroom!! She actually invited me to join them on Thursday but I didn’t feel ready so I will try on Tuesday. (^○^) On Friday I went to the gym after school and did cardio and core. When I was doing cardio a cute guy decided to bike right next to me even though there were at least 15 other bikes he could have chosen away from me and other people. He was magically done at the exact same time as me. I was freaking out in my head so I just pretended he wasn’t there and looked the other way but I hope he’s there next week ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) On Saturday it was my 15th birthday! I had gymnastics in the morning which didn’t go very well because some skills are scaring me. On the bright side I got to go to a really nice restaurant with my family! For dessert I had a chocolate brownie with chocolate sauce, chocolate ganache, pretzels, Nutella, and vanilla ice cream! I felt like my stomach was going to explode. After that we watched Inside Out which was really well done and relatable for me. 10/10 recommend. My dad wanted me to have some friends over for my birthday so I asked one friend if she wanted to do something today. I didn’t finish making a plan with her because I got too worried. We didn’t do anything today and I feel like a terrible friend because it’s my fault.（；＿；）I’d be surprised if anyone actually reads this whole thing but if you do: Thank you!!

Me as a Gem Fusion ✨ (W/ Veronica*Hoang & Alex Rupp; FX: Chris Ashley)

I want to read some new books does anyone know of any good books that I can read.