#anxiousposting

google how do i talk to people without getting shy, awkward, and over apologizing or folding in on myself??? google how do i stop stuttering and avoiding questions??? google how do i stop apologizing ten times then running away from people when i say something odd??? google how do i not say weird shit and cringe. google how do i make eye contact instead of hiding behind my hands or staring at the floor or ducking my head down so my hat covers my eyes (autistic). google how do i make small talk. google how do i not get nervous when people look at me. google google listen to me. google how do i- google please. google i am crying please give me answers google dot com: search query google how do i-

im so scared that everyone secretly hates me and is making secret accounts to shit on me im also scared that people are making accounts to hide from me too..... so im making accounts to hide from them,,, the people i make up in my head...

i hate people so much