#anxiousorca

aaaaaaahhhhhhh! hello friend! i’m glad you like my fics and i am sorry you are Fear^TM but i promise “heroics” has a happy ending!

i’m really glad you like the new one too because i’m kinda moving in a direction with the tone of my works? i have a bunch of fics planned (who knows how many i’ll get around to writing) and while i started off very Strong and Proud and Pretty in the tone of “heroics” i’m gonna be shifting to more angsty and tender and soft later on. “heroics” is getting closer and closer to finished, and “player two” will probably wrap up around the same time, and i’m probably gonna transition directly from those to two new works. i have another longrunner quirkless izuku piece in the planning stages that is similar to “heroics” but much angstier and grittier, and then an omegaverse fic that’ll probably run about the same length as “player two.” i don’t just want to write two fics at a time for the foreseeable future however, so “only then i am human” is a bit of a chance to test the waters, to see if i can work one two main fics on a schedule but also squeeze in chipping away at a third in what’s left of my spare time.

commissioned by @anxiousorca to draw their tempest druid mermaid!  she sure is shiny!

wonderfully fun commission of @anxiousorca‘s d&d character for a session im dming!  its my second drawing for the group. :D

Hmmm…. Let’s see…

1. I really like my eyes. They’re a good shade of honey brown. 

2. I’m smarter than I give myself credit. 

3. I’m really bold as a performer. 

4. I take really good selfies. 

5. I’m really good at planning (even if it’s just making sure I get to the microwave the second before it beeps). 

Errrrrr. I’m way too awkward to send asks to peeps. But the sentiment is totally appreciated. Thank you!!!~ Instead I’ll just write ten compliments for all of my followers. Plz forgive me. 

1. You all have really nice hair. Like every single one of you. I don’t know why. You just do. 

2. You’re all super nice. I know. I’ve seen your ask boxes. Very cozy. I mean what… I didn’t stalk anyone’s ask box. Who even does that????

3. You’re all very aware. What’s happening in the world??? You know!!!

4. You’re all way cooler than you give yourselves credit. You deserve one million *insert item of choice here*. 

5. You all have excellent meme taste. Tho I did have to blacklist the word “rare” for a while. You know why. 

6. You all go out of your way to make Tumblr a good place for everyone. 

7. You all take really good selfies. I don’t reblog them ‘cause I’m an awkward little potato, but I’d totally hang them in an art museum or the little shrine next to my- Umm….

8. You’re all super talented. Whether it’s art or music or writing, you’ve all got some cool talent! 

9. You’ve all got really nice taste in music and aesthetics and literature and po- Poetry. Yeah. Poetry….

(2) officially and properly devote myself to either of them… Which is made slightly more difficult by the fact I’m still living with my mother, who already looks at me strangely and has been emotionally abusing me for years. I guess I just wanted to reach out and thank you for sharing your experience (which helps me to understand my own just a little better) and also to ask if you have any advice for a v new follower of this pantheon?