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Momento Mori.

Ethan: Yea, that was an interesting day. That was really really interesting.

Mark: That was a turning point for us.

Ethan: I think so, yea

Mark: That really was

Ethan: Because we- we all have had points where you cross a line and stuff and like I think that that was an interesting time for me, and it was a turning point because like right after I came to you and I was like "hey, that wasnt ok." Cause usually I'm not a confrontational person at all and I'll just like, put up with stuff, but it was interesting for me to be like "ah we should make sure we both know when is an appropriate time to stop. Whether it's a bit or not.

Mark: When I was growing up as a kid, I was a very angry kid. And, and I was always lashing out. I was always like- like I would drive home and I would just punch my radio. So I really don't like being angry, cause I don't like that about myself. So- so I intentionally avoid situations that cause me to be angry, like- like cause I'm just a naturally very competitive person and I'm naturally like very hot headed. So fighting against that is my number 1 priority. I wanna make it very clear, I've never like punched ANYONE ELSE out of anger. I've never hurt anyone else out of anger. It's weird cause when I punched the wall- immediately after I was like "why the fuck did I do that?" In my head I was looking at the wall and I was like "don't do it, don't do it" and *brggg* I just did it.

Ethan: Yea I know and I didn't even feel in danger or anything, but it was just like- it was like- like "oh this can't, this can't happen." And it was also a check for me too to be like "ok I need to check in on myself when were making videos and making sure ok, am I taking this bit too far." Because that's a really important thing, especially like making content with somebody regularly is checking in with them and like idk because you need to make sure you have a good dynamic and I genuinely think that we have like, that we have really great chemistry on camera.