#another one.....

✶ 　𓏼　 𝑪𝑳𝑶𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 [ . . . ] @st4nheight .

it's been five days without his mail. now , connor knows that he only shared this address with a few select people , only the essentials and the ones responsible for administrating the boring and bureaucratic parts of his career ; but that didn't mean he would stop receiving things completely. it bothers him. makes connor wonder if all the piles and piles of mail he was sent were all unimportant trash , pages and pages filled with words that he didn't really need to read. adebayo sighs , a hand passing through his face as if the movement would stop him from spiraling completely.

staying at his childhood house wasn't doing him any good. especially when that meant being left alone , surrounded by memories and harmful nostalgia. but being pestered all day by paparazzis in his mansion , the hockey player thought this was the best alternative. no one knew about this address , he's always been very secretive about his earlier history.

but even here, isolated, the gossip reached him. turning on the old tv , connor was met with his own image. some old ‘ reporter ’ started talking about his last match , the one he lost control and entered a physical fight with another player. the asshole was there in the studio too , sporting an black eye and whining about how connor was being aggressive the whole game. sore loser , he thinks while staring at the tv.

before he could insult the opponent more , his doorbell rings. weird. connor wasn't waiting for anyone. but he still gets up and walks to the entry , shouting a short ‘ coming ! ’ to whoever's on the other side. as adebayo twists the doorknob and looks outside , his eyes fall to a strange man with ... a lot of paper in his hands. it reaches all the way to the middle of his chest.

connor sees it then, his full name written in the corner of one of the envelopes. he can't help but smile sarcastically , one of his hands grabbing the doorframe , leaning the weight of his body into it. ❝ so that's what happened with my mail. you've been hoarding everything. ❞ he nods his head , half relieved that he was wrong all along about this matter and half annoyed that somehow , one of his crazy fans managed to find this address. really , he's always impressed with how devoted people are to him. ❝ let me guess, you read everything inside and now wants to give it to me. find a reason to talk to me. ❞

the lovely @suavesehun tagged me in the bias selfie tag challenge thing so !!! i did i!! i hope i did it right lol also all my selfies look better full size and yall got a bonus pic of mine tiny gf for free! also, i would die for sehun

(some of these r a little old btw lol the top and bottom ones r most recent) (i need a haircut)