#anoneli

blue: what do you do when you’re sad? what are some things you do when you can’t sleep? what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had? what kind of covers do you have on your bed? who is the last person you told a secret to?

what do you do when you’re sad? I make myself sadder. I cry, I shut and won’t talk to anybody, I will sleep a lot and just lay in bed and won’t eat until I’m feeling better (and it could take days). I put myself into “survival mode“ and just exist with no purpose.

what are some things you do when you can’t sleep? Tumblr scrolling, reading, listening to super relaxing music (like meditation’s ones). Usually, tumblr and books keeps me awake tho.

what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had? Once, I was sleeping at my boyfriend’s and he rolled up whilst asleep and whispered “I’m sorry“ in my ear, not knowing I was still awake (we had an arguement earlier). He still doesn’t remember doing it, but I believe at night anything you say is purer, making his confession something so genuine, I keep it in my heart.

what kind of covers do you have on your bed? Blue everything with little random dots like a starry night except for two images of a sea with the moon rising, and the sun in daylight.

who is the last person you told a secret to?I actually don’t remember? See, I’m a pretty talkative person and trust basically anyone, but I think it was my brother with my next tattoo idea.

Do I get to choose in base of the colour or the asks? I’m going to play by my rules I guess and I’m choosing based on the asks:

red: how was your first kiss? what do you love about yourself? when’s the last time you warmed your hands in front of a fire? would you rather watch a sunrise or sunset? what’s the best thing about summer?

how was your first kiss? Pretty lame actually, at the super old age of 17 years old. I had never kissed a boy or a girl properly before (I rejected the only guy who tried to) and it was with my current man. I didn’t know whether I should’ve used the tongue, no tongue, if I was drooling or gross and he, sweet boy, just went with it and kissed me on the count of three because I couldn’t bare to have it sourprise me, if that makes sense. So glad I’m better now and he’s still with me.

what do you love about yourself? I love my eyes and my ability to forgive ANYONE no matter the bad things they’ve done. Also my hands when I have long nails. I love that I get super exited about the small things and can’t quite control myself if something joyful happens. Also, my empathy.

when’s the last time you warmed your hands in front of a fire? Oh boy, far far too long. I believe it’s 1 or two years, maybe more, shame on me.

would you rather watch a sunrise or sunset? Sunset, hundreds of times. They have the warmest colors.

what’s the best thing about summer?  The sun on my skin, long walks in the mountains, traveling, stargazing.