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Drown The Sun

Chapter 27 Phoenix

Allie’s sweet revenge on Aldrich Killian

SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 26

"I love her," he admits. "I failed her."

"No Tony-"

"I invited a terrorist to our home! This is my fault! My soulmate, my fault." I don't have a response for him, no assuring words to say.

"She won't-wouldn't blame and she wil-would have hated hearing you say that." Every past tense word is like gravel on my tongue and a burning in my throat.

The darkness weighs heavily and there's a hole in my soul, in my mind, where she was.

My back hits the ground and my arms lay flat out on it.

Every passing second drives home the fact that she isn't here anymore, she won't be here anymore.

She is sun, but the sun is gone.

It's unbearable, how can I handle this? How am I supposed to handle this?!

There is no way I can live on without her, no scenario where I will ever live again.

She gave me too much in life and she has taken it all back in death.

I will never be remotely okay again.