#angst team

Reblog and see what color you get! [based on writing styles]

Silver: How are you not famous for your writing? O_O

Er…I don’t know? I guess because I don’t really post it everywhere I can, and not as many people see it? I have no clue. ^^; I guess I don’t force it down people’s throats or have a lot of friends that like reading sad things…haha, I’m honestly not that spectacular in retrospect, not that it really matters. I’d love it if I was famous for my writing, but no point grieving over it. Not everyone is gonna like/be interested in my stuff, y’know? It’s just reality. :PThough, I guess the main reason I’m not famous for my writing is because I honestly don’t care about getting the fame. XD If I did, I’d work harder at trying to get people’s attention, but no…I’m just a dork writing fanfiction on the Internet for fun, just like everyone else. XD People just seem to like it, which I’m grateful for! That’s always awesome. :3

Magenta: I aspire to write like you.

Oh, you will definitely get amazing at it, Kay! Just keep at it; you’re already really good to start with! *hugs*

Yellow: Your writing is great! Keep it up!

Send me three names + a number…

Dang, Kay; I’m just starting to realize how hard these memes are…

I would…

Marry: NatsuCuddle: ZerefSleep with: Sora

Send me an angsty starter

A/N: Thank you so much for letting me write this as fluff, Kay! Jerza is such an angsty ship already that I can’t bring myself to write angst for them. ^^; Says the one you deemed Queen of Angst Anyway! Hope you like it! Sorry for the shortness!

I’m still not good with Jerza so please forgive *hides*

Jellal’s day was going pretty normally—until he unwittingly stepped into his fiancée’s cake on the way to the kitchen.

He felt her looming presence almost immediately.

“Jellal…”

The blue-haired man sighed resignedly. “Yes, Erza?”

He half-expected a sock to the jaw, or at the least a pinch to the ear for ruining her precious cake, but she simply slung her arms over his shoulders and pecked his cheek from behind as she whispered, “It looks like you owe me a new cake.”

Jellal chuckled. “Sure seems so.”

“I’ll let you go this one time,” she allowed. Jellal could almost see her grinning in her amusement. “But I won’t be so forgiving for a repeated offense.”

“Oh, what’s this?” Jellal teased, coolly slipping out of her embrace and taking her chin to look her in the eyes. “I just destroyed your cake, and you would let me go without a fight like a coward? Who are you, and what have you done with my dearest Erza?”

The scarlet-haired woman smiled coyly. “Oh, I assure you…I am very much your dearest Erza.” Then a giggle escaped her. “It’s not every day that I get to see your foot covered in frosting, after all. It’s quite amusing.”

That was when Jellal realized that he’d neglected to get his foot off of the cake. He grimaced as he lifted away his foot and stared at the remains of the dessert clinging to his socks. “It’s such a waste….these were new, too…”

“They can be washed.” Erza then reached over and pinched his cheek and leaned in close, to the point that he could feel her breaths on his face. “So…where’s my new cake, O my Knight in Shining Armor?”

Jellal simply blinked in bewilderment once before he smiled (the best he could with a pinched cheek) and answered in a muffled tone, “Right away, my queen.”

Cool Asks for Fic Writers

2. Is there any specific ritual you go through while/before/after your writing?

Well, I listen to music and envision the scenes in my head before I start, and I try to get into the ride mood for any particular story that I’m working on. I usually have different songs set aside for every story. I continue to listen to that music while I write. After I finish, I distract myself with YouTube so I can give my imagination a little break before moving on.

10. What inspires you the most?

Oh, gosh…you guys might not like the answer, but all the suffering in the world. Somehow, I just feel like I should capture the moments that are glossed over in the world and portray them in works of fiction and go, “Hey, look at this thing. This is a thing that actually happens in the world. You’re welcome.” And I would sit back and watch their reactions and see if they start hating me.

…Though music helps refine those thoughts to begin with. XD

20. 4 sentences from your work that you’re proud of

Includes monologues because I know that I am very good at them (and Kayla gave me permission yay). XD

All right…here goes, not in any particular order.

- “Let me have the honor of leading you…to your fucking maker.” - Sora, Moving On, Moving Forward (KH detective AU, Part 5)

- “I’ll be perfectly honest with you; I have no cluewhere I should start,” [Natsu] said, his words inflectionless, “but Lifegave me a pretty good rundown. And you know what he told me?” He startedto inject a bit more emotion into his words. “He told me how you got likethis in the first place. He told me how you got sick of being feared andrejected, about how you wanted our appreciation so badly that the minute youcame into this world, you started murdering the lot of us. And even an idiotlike me…” I saw his grip tighten on its collar. “…even an idiot likeme figured out that you’ve been doing that for the past four hundred years! Itmight not seem like it to you, but for us humans, that’s a really long time!And during that entire time, nothing’s changed!” The volume of his voicewent up with each syllable. “Four hundred years of pointless killing! Fourhundred years of misery, tears, and blood that never had to happen! You did allthat in order to get people to stop being afraid of you! And where the hell didthat get you?” I could feel my own heart throbbing at the sight of Natsurailing on like this. “Everything about you just screams it—you’re stilljust as miserable as you were four hundred years ago! Can’t you see howbackwards this is?! How the hell is slaughtering millions of people going toget us to appreciate you in any way?! Don’t you realize that all you’re doingis making people fear and hate you even more?! Are you really that blind?!”He grabbed its collar with both hands now and pulled it so close to himselfthat my whip threatened to snap from the added pressure.[…]“How can you be this stupid?” he continued,breathless. “Why can’t you be more mature about this whole thing, huh? Whycan’t you for once think about why so many people are afraidof dying in the first place?!” Tears of frustration trickled down hisbloodied cheeks. “Every time you went and blew up a city with my magic,you would always say the exact same things—"humans areweak…ignorant…fragile…and easy to kill”. I can’t even begin to tellyou how sick I got of hearing you say that on top of being forced to watch youmurder innocent people while wearing my appearance like some cheapcostume!“ His voice cracked at the last word, and his stance crumpledslightly, like he’d inadvertently brought up a painful memory in the fervor ofemotion, but he managed to compose himself. "Even you have your ownbeliefs. Ever since you started to physically exist, you had your own code thatyou followed, and I’m guessing that that’s one of them. You think humans areweak, stupid, and expendable. I won’t waste my time trying to make you believethe opposite…but still—” He shot another venomous glare at it at thosewords. “—you should at least have the decency to listen to yourself whensaying those things—because those same beliefs of yours are exactly why peopleare scared of you to begin with! We are weak! Wedon’t knowany better! We’re so fragile that you pick us off by the millions by the daywithout even trying!” His grip on Death’s collar was so rough by thispoint that it was on the verge of tearing from the tension. “We're human! Andyou hate us because we’re not perfect—for something that we just can’t help butbe! You can hate us all you want; I don’t care! But you should at least have agood reason for it and find some other solution other thanmurdering innocent people!" Natsu in Lucy’s POV, In the Shadow of Summer (FT AU)

- “You just had to go and shoot me; now I’m going to look like a freak.” - Natsu, Just Be Aware (FT Immortal AU)