#angeldoomed

 "  so  tell  me . . .  "  he  started,  pulling  his  lower  lip  between  his  teeth  for  a  moment  to  bite  back  a  grin.  the  silence  lingered  in  the  air  between  them.  "  at  what  point  do  we  get  to  politely  say  we've  had  our  FILL  of  parties  and  I  get  to  steal  you  away  for  myself ?  "  it  wasn't  that  he  wasn't  enjoying  himself,  on  the  contrary.  austin  was  having  a  good  time  being  among  his  coworkers  and  friends.  he  liked  watching  them  all  give  into  the  good  vibes,  any  stress  or  anxieties  melting  away  to  just  come  and  enjoy  the  night.  but  that  didn't  mean  that  he  wanted  to  be  here  ALL  night  when  he  knew  they  could  have  their  own  celebration  far  from  prying  eyes.

 so  engrossed  in  his  own  whirring  mind  he  never  heard  her  cross  the  room.  bare  feet  padding  against  the  plush  carpet  of  his  gaming  room.  it  wasn't  until  her  fingers  curled  around  his  hunched  shoulder,  nail  gleaming  ruby  red  in  the  dim  light.  austin  started  and  his  head  whipped  around  to  look  at  her.

 even  in  the  middle  of  the  night  liz  somehow  looked  as  flawless  as  a  old  era  hollywood  starlet.  her  slight  frame.  her  pouty  lips.  her  dark  eyes.  she  was  the  epitome  of  most  male  fantasies  and  as  she  slid  into  his  lap  slowly,  he  knew  he  was  living  out  quite  a  few.  but  to  him  -  as  gorgeous  as  she  was,  she  wasn't  some  untouchable  GODDESS  placed  on  a  pedestal  to  him.  she  was  his  friend  ( at  times  more  than  that  if  her  presence  in  his  home  wasn't  obvious )  and  one  of  the  people  in  this  world  that  he'd  kept  close.  those  were  few  a  far  between.  a  list  to  be  counted  on  one  hand,  but  ever  since  they  had  met  all  those  years  ago  she  had  DEMANDED  to  be  on  that  list.  and  well . . . he  knew  better  than  to  deny  her  anything.

 "you  surprised  me,"  he  said,  a  breath  of  a  laugh  escaping  his  lips  as  she  settled  her  small  weight  on  his  knee  and  his  hands  came  sprawl  across  her  lower  back,  stabling  her.  "I  couldn't  sleep  -  but  I  guess  you  realized  that  already.  sorry  if  I  woke  you  up."

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𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐄    +    𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

 of  course  not.  she's  my  best  friend.  she's  a  HUGE  part  of  my  life,  more  than  anyone  else  has  been  in  this  business.  you  don't  just  drop  people  because  shit  gets  hard.  if  anything  I'm  stunned  she's  not  done  with  ME  for  good.

@angeldoomed

𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐄    +    𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

 I  can't  predict  the  future  and  I  won't  pretend.  but  if  you're  asking  if  I  would  have  settled  down  with  scarlett  had  she  asked?  maybe  --  probably?  there  were  times  when  it  felt  easy  with  her,  easier  than  it'd  been  with  anyone  else.  but  our  timing  is  always  off,  it  never  seems  to  work . . . it  feels  a    bit  like  FATE  that  way.

[To: Scar] Well, for someone I thought hated me, that was a nice surprise.

   [  contact name  |  liz  ]

+    message failed:  I think I have feelings for you. strong ones. and I know my timing is shit because you're getting a drink with taven as we speak but if I didn't say something I would regret it so. here. I'm saying something. +    message failed:  you're leaving and it sucks and I'm going to miss you like crazy. I don't even know how to think about not having you backstage. no matter what happened, or what happens, you're one of the best people in my life. +    message failed:  I miss you. +    message failed:  I think I'm gonna break up with britt. +    message failed:  I know you can't be here - I'm not going to think about the fact that it's probably because of him because you're not mine to keep. but I really wish you were here. +    message sent:  if you come over I'll make you breakfast in bed tomorrow. so don't think, just do it.