Heheheh

He makes my brain happy when I feel like shit.

Haven’t posted in so long. So I bless you with this then disappear again 👴

I live! My freind like Nikto as well so I made an edit for her so she can read. Put more effort on the translated one haha

I tried to make his scars more accurate but I’m not too proud of it 😔

I am deeply in love with him

Sometimes I cry randomly when I go too deep in my head. Knowing if he were real he would hate me. Or he wouldn’t care about me. I’m very insecure, but sometimes.. I like pretending he would care about me. That he’d hug me. We’d silently hold eachother in a tight embrace. We both know we aren’t okay. We both aren’t okay and that in itself is okay. We aren’t doing well but at least we have eachother. We can hold eachother. And pretend the world is gone. We can shut off our mind and not think. And that’s all I need.

Oni is my oc goes by any/all and I have like a big thick lore about them but I’m far too lazy to explain. They are 30 and Nikto in my mind is like either late 30s or early 40s