#and resolve

I miss my tumblr friends/family :(((

Any of you guys still around? Talk to me, babies!! I want to reconnect and give you all love and support again. I miss it. I just want to make people feel appreciated and beautiful and heard and understood. Literally the SOLE driving force in my entire life.

I also really wanted to apologize for anything I may have ever said or done that was harmful to you or anyone else in the past. I used to take criticism REALLY badly due to personal triggers and mental health issues, and I regret deeply how I spoke to some of you.

So if anyone who I maybe wasn’t so polite to in response to healthy criticism in Asks is still around.. I would love to hear it and make myself accountable. 

Or if I’ve done anything in the past to harm you in any conceivable way, I hope you’ll reach out and give me a chance to make amends. I’ve changed a lot over the years, so so much for the better, and I ONLY want to move forward in life having made amends to those I’ve hurt. Genuinely. 

This isn’t in reference to anything going on or anything in particular, I just remembered how great things used to be with everyone who followed this blog and talked to me in the Asks regularly, showing support and connection, so many of you I got to meet in person at concerts, and I genuinely care so fucking much about each and every person who’s ever followed me or just been here... given me words of support or encouragement... had some form of interest in me or my blog, and I know I had a looooot of issues I hadn’t even STARTED to work on back when this blog was at the height of its popularity.. and yeah. I’m so much better now. Just would love the opportunity to speak personally and apologize to anyone I upset or insulted/offended in any way. 

I miss you guys and our little community we used to have. I have no idea what the PATD fanbase is like now, after all that shit last year... I mean I know what it’s like on twitter lmao everyone just collectively hates on Brendon and PATD as a weird trend.. but yeah, no idea what it’s like anymore on here lol.