[[MORE]] [ looking back on myself, now, being a bit older than i often remember, i was a lovely human i was a fucked up human too, i wanted to help and i did, it was awesome and i wanted love and yet i also got to bathe in the acid and brutality of reality of being and beings. even after hell froze i witnessed my soul still being drained out of me and frankly i miss real reality fuck miss myself saying frankly> i loved interior and arrangments i love colors i love shapes, vases plants they make me happy• nowdays i love mixing that with efficiency because i don’t function and maybe this can help as a project just for the fucks of changing things up and as a throwback, if theres atleast one response i‘ might post my new home, new arrangments and maybe i got a helpful tip for you guys too