I feel like I have no choice but to express myself here and apologise in advance.

Tumblr was my safe space, it was a fun place where I could come and spend time on when things got too difficult at home.

I would consider myself a fairly new writer, only started back in May 2020 but it was a hobby I enjoyed the most. I took a spontaneous hiatus before Christmas and my anon asks were turned off. I want to let you know that it wasn’t because of your heartfelt messages, it was because of harassment and waking up everyday to threatening and hateful asks from someone.

My anxiety at that point was already sky high, it was difficult to concentrate, to find happiness, to even sleep at night, wondering how someone could be so hateful just because things didn’t go their way. Then the accusations started that I had been sending anonymous hate to friends and members of @the-ss-horniest-book-club and I can swear even on my father’s grave that I have never sent anything hateful, EVER. The funny thing is, this person claimed I had been doing it for ‘years’, didn’t have the heart to burst their clown bubble and inform them I haven’t been on this blog for ‘years’.

I just want to say, that if it wasn’t for the HBC, I’m not sure how I would have coped with life. Because truthfully, life at home was not that great, the negative thoughts I had before I joined tumblr and made the most supportive friends a person could ever wish for. Nobody in the HBC is toxic, there’s no drama, hatred. The only drama around is the ones that come from this particular anon.

@eurynome827. How can I find the words to thank you for everything you’ve ever done for me? For not just being a close friend, but for being my twin, my mentor and someone I very much look up to. You’re an angel with a heart so pure. You gave me my wings to fly and I am forever in your debt. I am so happy to be a mod next to you, let’s raise our glasses for a better time ahead. 🥂

Finally, I am beyond grateful and proud to be apart of something that is a fun place to be. There is always someone around if you’re having a bad day and we will always pick you right back up. We listen, we don’t judge. We don’t share shit around like immature teenagers.

I’m going to tag my sisters of the HBC. I owe them my life, for the support, the love, the courage, and tell you all that I love you all so very much. I love you so much that I would never hurt any of you. 💙

Tenya Iida

Gray Pspspspsps

I don’t know who you are but I hate you more than I hate everyone else

CLOUDY STOP/lh-🦴

Wait they’ve done this before?

YEAH TO FUCKING EVERYONE-🦴