#anashit

So recently we had a football game at my school and I do cheer so I had to go. I wanted my parents to go because we do stunts sometimes. Long story short when we got home my Mom made a comment about one of my friends on the team. "Your friend has lost some weight, you know, you should probably lose some." And she says stuff like that and "you need to be healthier". So now I've relapsed and felt more depressed because I can't even get up to check-in for a damn zoom call. I just wanna fukin die like I'm a waste of space.