tomorrow i will weight myself again. i am scared. i lost 3 kgs in a week the last time i weigted myself, but i feel like i havent lost any weight this week. i weight myself every sunday. so i have to take a massive dump before tomorrow, just to be sure.Â
i am thinking about throwing a party, so that i kan meet him again. if i am lucky i also will make out with him. i really want to meet him again. the last time i fucked up so bad. i just want to talk to him and look good for him. i know he will like me if i become pretty. he will want to do the shakkalakkin and all the smokin of the greens and the camels. i am looking forward to all of this.Â
















