#an.s

Grab a marker and write something on my muse! ( Anywhere over my muse’s body. )

Grab a marker and write something on my muse! ( Anywhere over my muse's body. )

The last time I was really angry? Hm, that's tough. To be honest, I get upset, but not angry. I mean I do, but it takes something huge to get me there. Let me think. I think the last time I was really angry was probably when I was getting scolded. I don't do very well with being told what I'm doing wrong, and rather than getting hurt by it, I get upset. Silly I know. Do I feel the same way? Nope. I'm good.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

I think I would tell people if I only had a month to live. I don't really want to have people pitying me, but I'd also like to ensure that I spend the last month that I have living life to the fullest. I'd want to do everything crazy and eat everything that I haven't. I'd want to spend all the time I could with the people that means the most to me and just have a lot of fun. As an Idol, I'd probably spend what I can with Hottest too, because they're very important. They deserve a lot of love in return for what they give us. Would I be afraid? Maybe. But I think it'd be easier than suffering.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

I would definitely take time to save the dog. I love animals, and I don't think I could live with such a heavy feeling in my heart. Even if my job were to be at stake, I don't think that would be as important to me. But in actuality I think JYP Hyung would be fine. Keke.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

It depends, if I had feelings back well then, woot haha. But if I didn't, I'd ensure that there was a line of friendship, and I would not treat them any differently than before. Friendship is everything. I'd always value their friendship and their love, but feel bad that I cannot reciprocate those feelings back.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

I don't think I'm all that great. Most times I feel like there can and will be someone better out there than me. I am forever grateful that my friends choose me, and love me. But I don't know if I'd befriend myself. Maybe, I'd try.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

I think in a different reality, I might. Or perhaps I'd sacrifice some of my hours. In actuality, as an Idol I don't think it's as easy to do. Because I have a duty to our Hottest, if I did that it would be hard.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite, you love them or that you do not love them back?

I think the answer to this is definitely the latter. Telling someone that you don't love them back is always harder, for me at least. Because when admitting your feelings, it's a lot easier to hurt than it is to hurt someone else. It's a feeling of extreme guilt for me, that I'd much rather hurt and be rejected, than to have to hurt someone else. Especially if that person is a close friend or something.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

Hm. Probably my Hyungs. The brothers that I have made six years ago. My AM and PM Brothers. keke.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

That sounds kind of gross, but that's a life a stake. So maybe i'd try, because getting clean afterwards is an easy thing to do. Again, I think there would be a lot of guilt in my heart and mind if I did nothing.

20. Are you old fashioned?

Hm. Perhaps a little bit old fashioned. I think everyone is though? A little bit old fashioned about some things.

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

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