#an x reader

⚘ Sealing your lips with mine

۫ ꣑ৎ An never expected to feel drawn to someone like you, someone so relentless with their time and effort that they forget how to live outside of it. At first, she thought it was admiration but now she knows it’s something else entirely. It aches in her chest when she sees you asleep on your desk again, and she hates that she understands why you do it.

۫ ꣑ৎ She brings you food without asking. Sometimes it’s boxed bento sets from her favorite places, sometimes it’s fruit she cut herself. She always says it’s for “everyone,” but it’s always placed on your desk before anyone else sees it.

۫ ꣑ৎ You don’t know that An has started to overwork herself too. She’s always been reliable, but the truth is she feels like if she’s not useful, she has no right to be beside you. She wants to meet you halfway—if you're going to burn yourself out, then at least let her burn with you.

۫ ꣑ৎ She sends you reminders to rest, but never directly. You’ll find sticky notes with calming messages tucked inside books you never told her you were reading. An leaves eye masks and heat packs on your chair like you forgot you had them.

۫ ꣑ৎ An keeps a collection of your habits like secrets. She knows you hum when you’re typing, knows you rub your wrists when you’re tired, knows your sighs by weight and meaning. She uses them to figure out what you need before you ask for it. An doesn’t call it love. She calls it observation.

۫ ꣑ৎ You both have a habit of pretending everything’s fine. You laugh through headaches, she smiles through back-to-back meetings. But when the silence gets too heavy, you find yourselves beside each other without speaking. An sits just close enough for your shoulders to brush, and you let it happen.

۫ ꣑ৎ An keeps a notebook of little things you say. Phrases that feel too soft to come from someone as exhausted as you. She never tells anyone about it, never even rereads the entries unless she’s missing you. But it exists—and she’s written your name on the cover in invisible ink only she can see.

۫ ꣑ৎ When you break down for the first time, it's An who finds you. You never meant for her to see the cracks, but she does. And she doesn’t say anything. She just takes your hand and holds it like it’s a promise, even if you never look at her.

۫ ꣑ৎ An refuses to let you call yourself weak. Every time she hears it in your voice—the self-loathing, the guilt—she does something quietly kind to make it go away. She’ll clean your desk when you’re not around, rewrite your reports when you fall asleep before finishing them, even bring extra clothes when she sees you working late again. You never thank her, but she doesn’t need you to. She just wants you to breathe.

۫ ꣑ৎ Neither of you calls it love. Neither of you even dares to think it too loud. But in the quiet moments—when you’re both sitting across from each other—you catch each other looking. And there’s a tenderness in it, soft and unspoken, like something sacred neither of you is ready to hold yet. So instead, you stay like this. Not dating. Not friends. Not strangers. But something in-between.

》 Toya

Honey, love

Usually resorts to using your name, it's just easy, plus he's just not that much of an heavy PDA person so you won't be getting called an endearment publicly, but if he feels particularily romantic he might drop one, and usually it's 'honey', not in a playfull tone! Just in a very sweet, pure tone while he looks at you with nothing but adoration, while his eyes are smiling.

'Love' mainly comes out of his mouth when he is sleepy or when he's trying comfort you. You'll usually hear it when it's past 1AM and he's tutoring you on a school subject you find hard

》 An

Sweetheart! Darling

Always greets you with 'sweetheart' in such a cheery tone with no regard to her surroundings... People know you're hers because she screams it from the rooftops. She has this super bright, unforgetable smile when she calls you sweetheart.She also just doesn't call you your name anymore unless you're in an extremely serious situation.

Darling is a endearment she gives you when she's teasing you a bit or when she's trying to catch your attention when you're distracted, she drags out the "a". It usually makes you pay attention to her because it's different from her usual "sweetheart"

》 Mizuki

shortened version of your name, babe, pretty

Normally, if it's possible, they use a shortened version of your name. They hesitate using an endearment for you, not because they don't want to, the words 'babe' and 'pretty' are at the tip of their tongue!! They're just terrified of you getting bullied or teased at school for being with them, so you'll have to reassure them that people can think what they think.

When they actually use it they use it often, there's no backing down from this anymore. Babe is used on the regular and pretty is used when they're speaking their mind, when they call you 'pretty' their face shows that they mean it.

》 Shizuku

Dear, Darling

I'm immagininh her usimmg dear with.sthe sweetesr voice ever, goimg insane rn

Shizuku is a bit?? I don't know how to describe it, but I honestly doubt she'd use modern endearments like "babe", it just doesn't fit her.Shizuku has the most sweetest most leg kicking voice when she calls you "dear", it immediately makes you feel warm. She uses "dear" because you are dear to her, and what's a better way to show you, you're dear to her other than using it as an endearment for you?

She uses darling less frequently but you still hear it a lot, in the same sickeningly sweet voice too!

very nice and respectful in the game. will help out other players and have fun, no matter what you're playing. you could even play meepcity and they would enjoy it. it's so wholesome. just make sure you don't let them give the win to someone else; you gotta be #1 in race around the world!

- KAEDEHARA KAZUHA, EMU OTORI, ichika hoshino, haruka kiritani, jean gunnhilder, minori hanasato, honami mochizuki, amber, kohane azusawa

don't even WORRY about them giving a win to someone else, because they are COMPETITIVE. don't let their usual demeanor fool you, oh no. no matter what, they're going to show everyone to not join THEIR GAME. they only find out everyone's left when they see no one's name, besides yours. the last thing left in chat is someone saying "tryhard".

- cyno, nene kusanagi, toya aoyagi, airi momoi, fischl, kaeya alberich

....doesn't know how to move around. it was chaos even trying to play a co-op game. don't even get me started on trying to play double trouble.

- SHIZUKU HINOMORI, shenhe, zhongli

initially wants to disagree. you literally have to bribe them to play, but once you do... they become so invested in it that you have to get them to play another game. will literally speedrun speedrun 4 if they wanted to.

SCARAMOUCHE, diluc, akito shinonome, shiho hinomori, xiao, mona

so foul. so so so foul. loves threating to dox people whenever they lose a game. probably tried to send a message but it showed up as ##############. their account was probably banned that following week.

ENA SHINONOME, SCARAMOUCHE, nene kusanagi, tighnari, KAVEH, itto

LOVES good designed games. probably loved story games and seeing updates on previous ones. would be SOOO good as a beta tester, because they will literally share all of their thoughts and technical and creative ideas. will even analyze the music if they need to. would probably learn lua to code a game in roblox.

- RUI KAMISHIRO, ALBEDO, sucrose, kanade, mizuki akiyama

...has doxxed someone. hasn't even told you that they've even did it. it comes up in a conversation and you don't know whether to be mortified or subtly impressed.

- MIZUKI AKIYAMA, nene kusanagi, childe, dottore

has played every single roblox game out there, it feels like. wanna beat rainbow friends? they've beat it twice! wanna play epic minigames? they're literally level 62. you are impressed, but also, how????

- saki tenma, rui kamishiro, nene kusanagi, mizuki akiyama