Do ALL the questions! Enjoy! xD
Good lord
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?Ā
The last person I messaged was my sister soā¦ NO XD
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
Nope, never dated anyone, no exes.
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Nope *feminism*I think you mean Sexual Debutā¢(Laci Green)*feminism*
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
I never thought it was, but yeah. Thatās something Iāve been realizing lately. I donāt trust body people much unless Iāve known them for years at this point.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
I kinda have a crush on that girl in my Illustration class so like when we have class together? (Sheās in my animation class, too.)
6. What are you excited for?
Ballet! I was just telling my guys about The Nutcracker today and how I wanted to see a live performance of it, and I looked it up and the place we could see it at in December for Christmas also has a performance of Dracula on Jakeās Oct. monthversery for Halloween! :D My sisterās gonna come with for sure, and maybe my parents! Iāve never seen a ballet before so Iām excited >v<
7. What happened tonight?
I finally finished that paper for my class and I bought glow-in-the-dark stars for my room uvu (Iāll be posting about yesterday and today eventually)
8. Do you think itās disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Ermmmm I think itās kinda disgusting when anyoneās wasted because (I apologize in advance) people just seem kinda ugly and stupid when theyāre in that state??? I get how bitchy that sounds Iām sorry (I hate lying) >A< I think itās just that Iāve always been the sort of person who needed to have as much control over my behavior as possible and itās weird and annoying and unflattering when other people are yelling and falling all over the place and you canāt even talk to them like āuh yeah uh this is a fun time yup uh please donāt puke on my momās chair thanksā
9. Is confidence cute?
Holy fuck confidence is cute and beautiful and sexy and admirable and unbelievable and it just makes me wanna follow that person (in a leader/follower way, not stalking XD) and root for them and make sure everything in their life is perfect
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Root beer >v< <3
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Ah well rape culture kinda did a number on me, ngl. I feel like I was raised as a cis woman to be wary of men. I have to kinda fight against that, you know? Totally comfortable with Jake and Jit, and I have some guy friends Iām perfectly comfortable around, too, and Iām fine with my Dad, all though he says some stupid stuff sometimes that I hate. But to be perfectly honest, when it comes to strangers, Iām quicker to trust women than men. I know thatās not fair because personality doesnāt necessarily have to do with genders but the way society teaches the opposite sexes to behave does subconsciously affect people to at least a small extent, if you see what I mean. Like guys can be nice, but still more of assholes or do horrible things that they donāt consider to be horrible? Because they were taught when they did things wrong as kids āboys will be boysā and all that. Itās a fucked up society yo
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes but I havenāt worn them in a while because theyāre purple XD I thought itād be a good idea but now Iām like āI have to find something to match these withā and itās just simpler for me to wear normal blue jeans (I donāt have normal colored skinny jeans right now because they kept getting holes in them and no matter how much I sewed them they did it more). I wanna convert my current man pants (YAY HUGE POCKETS) into skinny jeans when I have time and access to a sewing machine.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
Probably be visiting home since weāre planning on seeing Dracula Friday and then Iāll probably just stay in my home town the next couple days.
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Hmmmm well I just spent a lot on groceries so Iām trying to not spend much, so probably just my next therapy session.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Only person I ever possibly kissed on the lips was that kid I asked to marry me in kindergarden XD (WHICH I STILL DONāT REMEMBER and therefore donāt count, by the way) So no
OH WAIT No hold up. Jake kissed me on the lips once. I was putting on Strawberry chapstick and he was asking what it was and I explained the function and that itās flavored so it tastes good which is cool and he FUCKING KISSED MY LIPS TO TASTE IT AND I WAS LIKE O///A///O WTF and he was just like āWhat o3o?ā AS IF HE DIDNāT KNOW
{I DIDNāT! I WAS LIKE 3 DAYS OLD /A//<} yeah thatās true, Jit wasnāt even there yet, I think
WELL ANYWAY still no because weāre not dating or anything >//A//<;
Wait does that mean Jake took my first kiss >///////A////////>?
{IT WAS MY FIRST KISS TOO THEN >///A///<!!}
16. Do you think youāll change in the next 3 months?
Iāve been changing a fuck ton just in the last two months, so I can just about guarantee it, especially since I just started anti-depressants and Iām still getting therapy.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Prajit, Jake, my therapist, my sister (in that order)
18. The last time you felt broken?
I feel like Iām sort of partially broken all the time and fighting against it and then I just fall into extra broken at least half the days, and then after quite a few days Iām VERY broken o3o?????
19. Have you had sex today?
Havenāt even masturbated =3= I have a super low sex drive anyway so even when I do it normally lasts like 2-3 minutes (TMI)
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
So many things good god. Every day yields a new existential epiphany.
21. Are you in a good mood?
Yeah, actually. I always feel better when Iāve been productive during the day. I felt pretty good most of yesterday, too. Iāve been making small improvements here and there.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
Hell no. Iām the exact opposite of a daredevil. Iām a complete coward and donāt try new things or do anything that exerts energy or has a potential risk and I have a .5 pain tolerance. {Sheās so boring =A=;} Iām trying to push myself more for Jakeās sake latelyā¦ Heās been trying to talk me into going to at least one haunted house but Iām so terrified of those things.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dadās?
Yep. Brown. Dad said that when he was born, the doctor looked into his brown eyes and said āYou can already tell heās full of shit.ā XD
24. What do you want right this second?
Hmmmm not a lot actually. Iām on a break after completing an assignment, I just bought glow-in-the-dark stars, I just ate and had icecream, I just went to the bathroom, Iāve been chatting with my guys, Iām currently typing this up and watching youtubers on the sideā¦ my Sim bars are all in the green right now :D
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
*feminism/lgbt*Person of any gender*feminism/lgbt* Well am I in an agreed upon monogamous relationship with this person? Because if we are in a relationship where weāve expressed that we want it to just be us two, and I saw them kissing someone else in a more-than-friendly way, Iād feel hurt, like they didnāt respect me, and like Iām not enough for them, and like they couldnāt be trusted when youāve laid out a definite agreement and they still break it, knowing exactly what that means. Iād talk to them about it and their feelings for the other person and ask them to be honest as possible and basically say if they wanted that other person, than we should break up, because I donāt want to be strung along. Iād much rather be alone than with someone who didnāt want me.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Yep. When I was little my hair cut lady always said I had a really pretty shade of auburn hair, so I never wanted to mess that color up by dying it. Itās gotten darker since then since I didnāt go out in the sun a lot, and Iāve considered maybe dying it. If I did, I would just make it more orangish-brown or full ginger. (I have a peeve about saying āred hairā because itās orange. The color of that hair is orange. If you say āredā you may mean ādyed literal redā. I hate words like that)
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesnāt make you laugh?
Probably not. Humorās huge for me. Like super huge. Like in the top three on my list of required traits.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Jit was tired after possessing me and he flopped on a couch to take a nap. He told Jake he should hang around me to make sure I was still working on my paper, and Jake was like āYeah sureā and flopped down on top of Jit like a cat crawling over your laptop and just kept reading his comic. Jit huffed in surprise and was like āAghh get off >A<ā
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Hmmm. hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I donāt know. I get so used to body people not being around that Iāve cut off the āmissing themā feeling because it was too constant. I like seeing people when I do, but when I donāt, Iāve got my guys. I do miss Jake and Jit when they decide to spend the night in the WL, though.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Except in the cases of rape and murder (unless the murder was honest self-defense). Maybe when your Significant Other cheats on you ā¦ it depends on why they did it and their feelings for that other person and everything. Sometimes people genuinely fuck up bad, but I also donāt want to keep falling for the same shit and get stuck in a useless relationship.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Noooooo *squeeshes Jake and Jitās faces* I think Prajit was the last one I was talking to.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Noop.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
NOPE I like pop :D mostly just root beer and orange pop. Orange pop is the only thing that can help me stay awake when I need to get work done late into the night. Itās tangy and caffeiney and carbonationy. My sister doesnāt like pop because she hates the feel of carbonation.
34. Listening to?
Currently listening to Jacksepticeye answer his youtube comments XD I watch a lot of youtube gamer stuff. Iāve also been listening to a fuckton of Poetry Slam poets, particularly Andrea Gibson. Iām in love =A= <3 <3 <3 Jake saw their (they sometimes go by Andrea, sometimes by Andrewā¦? theyāre sort of gender queer I think, not sure) arm tattoos and now heās got them, too uvu
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Not as much because it smudges and fades away, but I write in pen a lot.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
Well since Iāve determined that that would be Jake *looks around* huh heās back on the couch and playing Animal Crossing right now. Weāve been in the library on campus all day.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in lust at first sight. I think you canāt really have a romantic attraction to someone until youāve made an emotional, psychological bond with them. (is that demi-romantic?)
38. Who did you last call?
Myā¦ voicemail? uhā¦ maybe my psych center or the family physician place I went to to schedule appointments. (Marvelous social life)
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
I sort of bounced around in my chair and Jake danced to some dubstep earlier today if that counts.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Well if we go off of any kinda kissāmeaning like kissing on cheeks and foreheads and temples and hands and suchāI kiss both of my guys that way now and then, and theyāll do the same with me when Iām nervous or achieved something goodā¦ theyāll hug me and kiss me on top of the head, stuff like thatā¦ Sometimes Iām just in a cuddly kissy moodā¦ I think the most recent time I kissed someone, it was after Prajit was done possessing me and had flopped on the couch, but before he asked Jake to come back from the wonderland. He was super tired and I projected a mentalplane (?) version of myself over to him to kiss his forehead to thank him for helping me get started on my work. I obviously couldnāt literally do that with my body since Iām in public.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
Too long ago to remember. I keep seeing Halloween-themed cupcakes at Walmart and have to use all of my power not to buy them >A<
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
No, theyāre an hour away from me by car. But I had my cinnamon rolls this morning. When Em and I were little, Mom would bribe us into waking up on Sunday mornings for church by making us cinnamon rolls for breakfast, which we would eat while watching The Three Stooges on tv. Since I realized I was eating cinnamon rolls on a Sunday morning and thinking about that, I texted Mom about it, and it made her happy uwu Iād like to count that as an emotional hug and kiss.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Uh Iām really clumsy around pretty girls, Iāve discovered. Normally just pretty people I pass by during the day, and donāt actually know, which isnāt too bad. But you know that character that sees someone hot and falls over themselves? Like, I always thought that was an exaggerated character trope, but Iām literally that person. I saw a pretty girl getting off the bus once when I was walking by and I promptly slipped on ice and fell on my ass. Or I was leaving Subway once and a pretty girl was coming in the same door and held it open for me, and I very nearly dropped my drink while trying to stutter out āth-thanks!ā >////A////< Pretty girls will be the death of me.
44. Do you tan in the nude?
I donāt tan at all. Skinnnn canncerrrrrrr. Literally, though, runs in the family. Also Iāve always been that freakishly pale person thatāll just burn immediately. I donāt think itās even possible for me to tan.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Nah. I guess it was a good learning experience for Jake, and Iām not gonnaā lie, it was pretty cute. (This is assuming the question means ākiss on the lipsā. Otherwise itās all general, cute, cuddly, kissies and I wouldnāt take any of those back, either.)
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Sort of. Iām always talking to my guys pretty much non-stop until we all go to sleep. Unless theyāre off doing their own thing, or I have to focus on class or homework or my therapy sessions or something.
47. Who was the last person to call you?
I think my landlady telling me I had a package. A friend made me a lovely bracelet u///v///u <3 <3 <3
48. Do you sing in the shower?
Nope. I answered this in my other ask. I donāt want people picturing me naked XD
49. Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes, but I tend to try to be an extra-safe driver.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
Yeah :D I went to summer camp a couple of times, where you could do that. We also had a section on it in gym class once or twice which was epic. I really love the feel of a bow and arrow and therefore it would be my personal chosen weaponā¦ except I canāt aim for shit. OTL
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Do ID pictures count? If so, my student ID card for my university. Otherwise, probably my senior photos for high school.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
I am a great lover of theater, particularly musicals. Yes, many ARE cheesey XD It really depends on the musical, the music in the musical, and how the actors portray the songs with the tone of their singing and their actions and everything. Some musicals are naturally more cheesey, and some actors really ham things up, but ham and cheese are delicious together and make good sandwiches, right? There can be perfectly natural, artistic, fantastic, musicals. But there are also really cheesey ones, too, and theyāre not all bad. Sometimes, thatās exactly the experience a personās looking for. Itās a good time. :)
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Kinda, yeah. I guess Iām sort of a selfish person because I find getting gifts for people super stressful. Itās either āI aināt got cash for thatā, āI aināt got time to make thatā, āI have no fucking clue what youād wantā, or a combination. I think it has a lot to do with interacting with people so little to the point where I donāt know them well enough to know what theyād want, or what they already have. I also get kinda romantic-lonely around Christmas because it seems like a really romantic time of year and Mom is always playing romantic movies on tv all the time all year round but the christmas ones hit extra hard I guess and iām at an age where literally all my friends are dating people or married and Iām over here not just like āyo iām singleā but like āyo Iāve never dated anyone everā and thereās all this hella cute romantic shit you could do during christmas that I miss out on, like gifts and mistletoe and iceskating and knitting/crocheting a super long scarf to wear together and cuddling close for warmth on the really cold nights and making hot chocolate for each other after playing in the snow and shit like I donāt think you understand. Jake and Jit and I can still do a lot of that stuff, though. Iāll be excited to watch them experience each of their first holidays. And Emberās gonnaā be joining us around that time! :D
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
Yeah I have this Polish friend. Well sheās American but very proud of her Polishness, and her parents like just moved over from Poland and still speak Polish, and she does when she talks to her mom on the phone, too, and stuff. And anyway, I donāt even know of pierogiās are Polish but it was my Polishy friend Christina who was like āHere have this strawberry pierogiā and Iām like āwhy would you warm up a strawberry in a ravioli what is happeningā and it tasted really weird. Iād probably like ones with meat in them more because it would be more like ravioliā¦
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Not much of a pie person, but appleās good uvu
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Uhhhh I think like actress (voice actress in particular), singer, teacherā¦ as far as I can remember.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Fuck yeah. I think I may have written somewhere about the experiences of myself and people I know? Yeah, when I visited my hometown that one time I talked about the town museum, and my daycare ladyās house, and a couple other places in our hometown. I know too many people with personal experiences, including the sorts of people who normally donāt believe in such things, and people who donāt fuck around with stuff like that.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Oh yeah, tons of times.
59. Take a vitamin daily?
Nope, just my antidepressant. Thinking about starting fiber pills sometime soon, maybe.
60. Wear slippers?
Nah. I just wear socks all the time. If I need something quick to slip on to go take out the trash at night or something, I have these flats that are supposed to be cute girly wear but I never wear them for girly reasons, just lazy reasons, so that has become their purpose.
61. Wear a bath robe?
Yep. I see everybody use these things for different reasons. Like some people sleep with bathrobes on over their pajamas? Sometimes people use them like lazy clothes jackets when theyāre cold? I use mine to cover my transitional nude stage from bedroom to bathroom when Iām gonna take a shower.
62. What do you wear to bed?
Usually boxers over my normal underwear like pajama shorts and then a t-shirt and socks. No bra, thatās super uncomfortable to me.
63. First concert?
uhhhh Iāve only been to one concert and it was a āChicago/Earth, Wind, & Fireā thing that our parents dragged us to XD I only knew like one or two songs, so it was weird for me. āSaturday in the Parkā and ā25 or 6 to 4ā, both by Chicago.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Probably Wal-Mart.
65. Nike or Adidas?
I have no clue. I like wearing converse sneakers? If one of those has those I guess? Idk shoe things
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Neither
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Uhhhh not so much into her but I like the āWhen Youāre Fifteen and Somebody Tells You They Love You, You Gotta Believe Themā one cuz true story bro
69. Ever take dance lessons?
I think I did, yeah
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
I also answered this in the other ask. Probably some sort of artsy thing or maybe a money-making thing. Preferably one and the same.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
Do you mean flip it upside down or make it into a clover? I can do the first one real well but only in one direction, and I can sorta barely do the clover thing. My friend tried to teach me the clover thing. We joked around for a while and said I had to strengthen my tongue muscles so I stuck my tongue out and moved it from down to up down to up and went āannnn unnn annnnn ooooo annnn reeee annn fourrrrā (tongue-ups)
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Maybeā¦? No professional thing, but sometimes in elementary school (and maybe middle school, I donāt remember) we did classroom spelling bee style spelling practice things. I feel like I usually got real close, like down to me and one other person, and then Iād mess up. I still remember that I got messed up on āweatherā once because I spelled āwhetherā and didnāt ask which one it was supposed to be. I also got ārhythmā which is a stupid fucking word i mean look at it! i still canāt spell it right half the time. English is a stupid language fuck you english
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yep uvu
74. What is your favorite book?
Indian in the Cupboard Series/Harry Potter Series/Tolkien Series/Gulliverās Travles/Jekyll & Hyde and more Iām sure
75. Do you study better with or without music?
With, as long as it keeps me awake and isnāt distracting.
76. Regularly burn incense?
Nah
77. Ever been in love?
Nah
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Steam Powered Giraffe :D <3
79. What was the last concert you saw?
"Chicago/Earth, Wind, & Fire" XāD
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Never had tea before. Always thought it would be weird. But Iāve been chatting with some other people and my guys about trying some and when I went to the store yesterday I picked up some peach flavored stuff that weāll try sometime soon.
81. Tea or coffee?
Neither
82. Favorite type of cookie?
Peanut Butter with Chocolate Chips (I hate the kind with the kisses on top because itās like a big glop of chocolate on a fucking desert. Why would you not distribute it evenly?)
83. Can you swim well?
Yep. One of my momās brotherās drowned when he was 16 and she was always super worried for Em and I and made sure we had proper swimming lessons. I would recommend those for everyone who can afford them, honestly. Itās strange that there are people who donāt know how to swim. It seems pretty simple and should practically be instinctualā¦? Itās a good skill and necessary in survival situations.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yesā¦? Are there people who canāt? o3o
85. Are you patient?
Almost always.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
Band playing some really old classy Sinatra
87. Ever won a contest?
Not often. I canāt remember what I have at the moment.
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
Nope.
89. Which are better black or green olives?
They both sound super gross. (Iām such a picky eater Iām sorry)
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
Do what you want, man. As long as no oneās getting hurt, who gives a fuck?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
Library/Living Room/Study type deal
92. Do you want to get married?
Maybeā¦? Iād like to have a lifelong relationship with a significant other for sure. I donāt really know what marriage means to me. It seems very religious or political. I donāt think you need to be married to devote yourself to someone. There are plenty who get married who end up not being devoted. *shrug* And this is all assuming I become stabe and socially confident enough to have long-running relationships with peopleāfriendship or otherwise.
