#amikae

Is he an experienced player? ‘Cause I feel like that’s a rookie mistake and it’s understandable, but also I can definitely imagine the type of guy who would play like this who’s been playing for years…

did you get that water with the aloe in it

In April 2014, Harrison starred opposite Linda Hamilton in the Syfy original TV movie Bermuda Tentacles, which garnered negative reviews.[67]

I didn’t remember her last name so i stared at this for a minute like WHO IS HARRISON?? WHAT DOES IT MEAN????? but oh my god how could i ignore such an illustrious acting career 

amikae replied to your post: oldandnewfirm replied to...

I thought she died

5:Are you interested in anyone right now?Nope.... it’s kind of a sad situation to be in, but I’m kinda just floating interest-less atm. 

10:Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?Uhhh..... I guess my last ex? was my last ‘new’ one, but besides that idk.

15:Is it hard for you to get over someone?LAUGHS REALLY REALLY LOUDLY AND STARES OFF INTO SPACE (thats a yes)

20:What would you name your future daughter?When I was younger I wanted to name her Serena after Sailor Moon.... recently I was thinking Autumn is a cute name, tho. Either that or Beatrix, or Harriet. Of course I imagine them all w/ my current last name but yeah ;; 

25:Have you ever cried from being so mad?Nope! I’m not an angry crier. I do cry WHILE being mad, but its usually bcos im also upset, usually at myself.

30:How is your heart lately?probably could be healthier, but emotionally pretty decent? I’m v much single atm and not like.... its not ideal? but im content w/ it atm.

35:Are there any stressful situations in your life?my entire life is a stressful situation ahaha. mainly im freaking out over money and finances atm, and being old and not being v good w/ money and finances for how old i am.

40:Will you sing today?ive been home alone so i have been singing today! i only only sing when im home alone tho, just bcos i know personally other people singing drives me NUTS. hate it. 

45:What is wrong with you right now?tum hurt :( also my neck is super stiff along w/ my entire spine too really but if i dont think about it its not as bad. also im like mildly shakey today and have been since i had coffee the other day?? weird

50:Are you a good artist?“good” is a good word for it ahaha. 

55:Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?online yes, but actually on the phone, nope. phones are ancient. ive been up all night w/ my first ex tho and i dont recommend it because sleep is important and if you dont sleep you might wreck your car!!!!!60:Have you ever been to New York?

ya a few times!! band trip and then w/ the college trips. NYC is pretty cool but only for visiting, i couldn’t stand to live there i dont think. 

65:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?i dont think its fair to put that all on one person, tbh? like if i say that then that one persons gonna be like oh no!! i gotta be the cheer-er up-er!! 

We will read it, and we will love it. You're your harshest critic!! (Especially if it's Bane/Blake, like, you have never written anything B/B that was not great I love them aaahhh)

Oh, no, hahaha. I know it sounded like I was being super harsh on myself, but I was just being realistic, and maybe reality checking myself, too?

Like, some point after I started posting publicly, I got this idea/expectation in my head that whatever I posted had to be better than the one before it. And, for a while, that seemed to happen.

But I now seem to have hit this wall. Or, more optimistically, a temporary plateau in writing ability, where whatever I'm working on is no longer better than the previous work. Disappointed in myself, I kept setting WIPs aside, all, "Meh."

And that's how I produced nothing for three months. Which sucks way more than writing something mediocre.

So I'm now trying to train myself out of that awful perfectionist mode, and accept that:

1) sometimes my writing ability won't be able to live up to the idea I came up with, and 

2) that's fine. Better for me to finish and post the mediocre thing, because it generates writing momentum, and the only way I'll get better is if I actually finish and post shit