Smiling pain - ameen misran
You see me , smiling, On the outside , Laughing, Mouth open wide, Standing with pride, Articulating, Undenied. You see me, Strong, But in honesty, That is all wrong. I seem okay , On the outside, But inside, I'm crying, Trying to, Fight of the temptation , The seduction, The urge, The surge, That's burning inside of me , This feeling is , Weakening me , Tiring me , To the point of giving up , From standing up , And i wanna keep on, Staying down , On the ground. Sometimes i really really hate myself, Sometimes i wis that i could change myself, Sometimes i don't wanna give no more , And sometimes , i just don't wanna live no more. Can i just quit ? Can i admit defeat? Can i give in ? Can i keep on doing this sin ?
