#amaznig

I haven’t posted here in so long oof

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1nLrio3TKE) This is absolutely one of those songs I listen to  on a daily basis and bless amazarashii’s soul for creating such beautiful and meaningful music that impacts people and just relates to them on very personal levels.

Translation by WhatthePinoy

Now, wipe your tears, let’s laugh off our past  With nowhere to go or return, I’ve created a place for myself inside my head Father, mother and lover smiling there, now I know they’re just shadows of their former selves and I’m at a loss  Bullshit, I tried to act tough and destroyed them, then I felt tears in my eyes without reason  My tears have the color of the gutter in the back street, polluted by discharged industrial wastewater  What is your happiness, or the borderline of right and wrong  It’s you who decide after all, so you don’t need to strangle yourself with your own hands  In order to love your no-good self, you need to forgive yourself first  Living desperately rarely looks cool, so never mind if people would laugh at you  What will happen tomorrow? I dare you to answer, God Now, wipe your tears, let’s laugh off our past Isn’t that right, you’re in hard times now because you’re fighting, because you’re not running away  And because of that, there’s absolutely nobody that can blame you

 As I didn’t feel like doing anything today, I’d been waiting TV all day  But when I started to think like, “How happy these people look,” suddenly I couldn’t laugh anymore I use this time to kill in my sleepless night to evaluate my life up until today I’ve been rolling around while scratching my head, those days couldn’t be a waste of time

 My future, I dare open it up myself, God  Now, wipe your tears, let’s laugh off our past  Isn’t that right, you’re in hard times now because you’re fighting, because you’re not running away  And because of that, there’s absolutely nobody that can blame you