#amates

Mi amante empedernido, confidente de sonrisa luminosa... me has dejado un vacío en el pecho y una tristeza en la mirada. Hoy Dios te hizo un llamado, y me quedé sin la oportunidad de despedirme por ultima vez de ti, de tus tiernos abrazos y bellos consejos, aquellos que me dabas para sobrellevar una relación la cual a pesar de todo nunca te pareció. 

Fue muy bonita nuestra historia, nuestro primer cruce de miradas. yo llevaba una relación un tanto libre, tu una mas comprometida, conversábamos de nuestras vidas, y al poco tiempo existió una confianza que hacia necesario el comunicarnos cada día, a cada instante posible. nuestros encuentros en la Universidad se prestaban para algún robo de besos y miradas juguetonas. Iba todo por un camino que no buscamos y que solo nos haría al final daño.

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfTn1e7Zeto)

2015//12//20

“Youth is happy because it has the ability to see beauty. Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.” - Franz Kafka

Greetings!

(Ok first, I wrote this entry on Dec 20th last year but I never posted it because I wanted to make it perfect. I come to realize the more I aim for it, the more it runs away from me. The fact that it took 4 good months to finally post this pretty much an example and a wake up call for me. YAZZ do you get it?? I have a lot to say later after this one)

Last Tuesday on 151215 I had a blast birthday ever remarking the entering of my journey to the legal age. I couldn’t ask for better companion to spend the night with. I mean, this is the very why you need to have at least two best friends who were voluntarily willing to waste their time preparing for your birthday surprise, and with no second thought, ditched piles of assignments on the table. I could not thank them enough for all the hardwork they put into the event, really. I know it’s been our habit to throw a surprise, but seriously, considering my birthday was in the middle of goddamn hectic final week, I actually wished they wouldn’t do that much. When I said that much, I mean THAT much.

Here’s basically what I got for my birthday:

- a birthday surprise! I don’t really fancy going out so they are quite nice to keep it simple at our dorm xixi luvv achy manda mamih muti for preparing everythinggg

- i got a loooot of stuff from achy and amanda: first, a cross-body bag (which i really love guyss been looking for one in that color!), a necklace of my fav color gold!, an apology box (which contains hearts made of origami they instruct me to open one for every time i feel like mad at them… And so far i only opened one!), a trash bin! (Lmao cause i never had one for my own i guess they hate it that i kept throwing my garbage at theirs), a birthday card (which i got every year yayyy), and here’s the best part: they made me a scrapbook! You can take a glimpse at it, i only share one tiny page here where i’m the cinderella, achy is the belle, and amanda is the aurora mihihih. Super love it because it basically tells our journey since day 1 we decided to hang out together. This also contains some very personal secrets of mine so i’m not showing you any more than that one cute little page :3. Thaaankyouuu sooo muchhhosss galss Me gustas tu💕💕💕💕💕

- the gang also came that nite they even brought me some presents which are quite ‘meaningful’ since they put quite a ‘religious reasons’ behind each one of the present. As expected from the dudes ☺️☺️☺️. They gave me one congklak (that green board with a lot of holes), one jumping rope (they totally know i am into working out!!), and one-lol-tally counter (people here usually use it for religious purpose) how very thoughtful of them💝💝 💝 once again thankyouu ghifar, olfath, and bimo

- to my surprise, few days later my kkn friends also came! Totally didnt expect this one because they’re all been busy at that time. Huhuhu thankyouu ka ical thank you mindyy thank you odett. Was so touched and sooo happyyy. Basically it’s a wrap surprise for achy, manda, odet and i hihi. And ah i got a handy starb**** tumbler from ka ical how very nice of him 🤗🤗🤗

- before the day i went home to Prabumulih, i also got one present from one of my dorm mates, kak eca! She knocked my door early in the morning before my departure only to give me a beautiful silky dark blue scarf. Thankyouu kak ecaa😘😘😘

- last but not least, sinta (my friend since high school and forever) also gave me a wallet! She didnt manage to give it to me before the semester break so yeah i just got my hand on it in february. I’ve been thinking about buying a new one since i never changed mine since my first year of college but surprisingly she bought one for me instead huhuhu she’s a sweetheart❤️💜💚💙💘

Durante el verano, mantén fresco el diseño de tu hogar agregando y cambiando pequeños detalles en los colores, materiales y texturas.

Los materiales perfectos para esta estación son los tejidos naturales y las telas de algodón, remplaza con estos materiales tus sábanas, tapetes, cortinas, manteles, etc.

Te recomendamos introducir algunos elementos marinos para comenzar a refrescar tu diseño: conchas, cuerdas con nudos “marineros”, botellas o macetas con arena de mar, botes y demás accesorios, si no te parecen suficiente, intenta cambiar las flores por hojas de palmeras.

Los colores de este verano son principalmente el azul y verde con sus distintas tonalidades; puedes usarlos en cualquier espacio, todo es cuestión de aprender a combinar colores, texturas y accesorios con los muebles y el estilo que ya tienes.

Relacionamos cada color con sensaciones y momentos distintos, así que la elección de los colores que usarás en tu hogar durante verano depende de lo que quieras que tu diseño transmita.

El azul por ejemplo, usándolo en sus tonos más suaves, crea un ambiente fresco, limpio y tranquilo. Al color verde siempre lo relacionamos con la naturaleza, así que también es perfecto para darle frescura y un toque de alegría a tu hogar.

Los amarillos y naranjas nos recuerdan días soleados y tranquilos, y al mismo tiempo son colores que transmiten energía, pero, el uso de estos colores en tu diseño puede ser un riesgo, hazlo de manera segura incorporándolo por medio de cojines u otros complementos pequeños.

Elena Silva