#alwaysinallways

You’re still all I think about. And I can’t stop but help not to regret every single damn day of what I am and who I was to you.

That by far has been my biggest mistake.

It’s been two weeks. That is the longest two weeks of my life. Every night, I try to sleep but I always end up searching for you. It’s getting heavier as days go by. I know, we don’t have a perfect relationship, but I hope you’ll see yourself the way I see you. It’s okay to be lost but let me be your guide. We aren’t perfect and there are times that we do something that hurts the other and that’s okay. We can do this together if you will let us. This isn’t your fault so don’t blame yourself. Our imperfection will be our lesson to be stronger. I can be your strength in this challenging time so please, don’t give up on yourself. Don’t let this ship sink. Your eyes never lie. You’re scared to fail me. You’re scared you might hurt me. But being away from you is what’s hurting me. I can’t do life without you. You are my home and everything. Accept the fact that someone can perfectly love an imperfect person. We are meant to love and to be loved. Give yourself the time that you need. Think and reflect. A man who treated me this good deserves to be loved, too. I will be here when everything else gets better.

I love you, love. Always in all ways. Hope to see the happiness in your eyes again.

Always missing and loving you,