Because a lot of people keep asking what happened to me, where I've been, why I stopped using all my social media outlets. I've been here. I've slipped up and I owe someone an apology. I have been selfish in my pursuit of happiness, and I fell for a lie - at the end of the day it was just another lie. I told him I didn't believe in love and he took it as a challenge. Some of it felt so real, right up until I opened my eyes. I should've known when I felt my heart breaking and he hadn't even done anything yet - it was over. I allowed my depression to swallow me, and it's hard getting back out. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. But.... I'm alive. I'm healthy (for the most part) and so is Sookie. My focus is shifting and my path is becoming clear. I'm not okay....but I'm getting there. #GoodNight #AloneOnMars #GoodbyeVulture
