Jul 29, 2017
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#i'm so upset and heartbroken#and also conflicted#i'm not trying to sound a lil delusional when i say this but#a chain of events happened recently that led me to this state of heartbreak#and it's almost poetic#and i tried to channel that emotion into writing#but it just sounds so raw#too raw#any way my heart is breaking#i feel so solemn and not in the proper state of mind#almost...numb#i unexpectedly had to say goodbye to a very important person to me today#and it happened too quickly and in a spur of the moment#because we didn't realize it was the last time we were gonna see each other#but we accepted we had to go our separate ways#it happened too quickly it almost seems unreal#but i know i'll probably never see them again#and i'm so heartbroken i feel like a part of me got left behind with them as we walked away#but i wish them all the best in life#in love#and everything beyond#i hope our paths will cross again.#vivien rambles#lmao i'm crying again
