I needed this today. Just as much as I needed the text from my brother "It might be scary, but it's not everyone else's first time. They will take good care of you." I try to put on a brave face. I smile even though I'm screaming inside. Honestly I'm scared out of my mind. Five years ago my body failed me as I lost back to back pregnancies including the one that almost killed me. It continued to fail me as I then struggled to get pregnant. After I finally got my miracle I thought everything was fine. But here I am facing surgery again because my body is failing me again. It has been a long road. Waiting has been hell. Tomorrow is the day. I hope this works because I don't want to go through another surgery. ππ€ #FemaleProblems #GoodbyeAuntFlo #NoMoreBabies #ScaredShitless #Anxiety #Surgery #AllOfTheEmotions #ReadyForThisToBeOver
