Time for Allison Thoughts with Jay
Remember how Allison literally took the blame for Victor CUTTING HER THROAT like she TOOK THAT ON HER SHOULDERS (largely unfairly but that's a completely different post) and then people still wouldn't cut her a single fucking break for the rest of the show. Like everybody wants to make her out to be this unforgivable monster but like--
She got her THROAT CUT and still gave Victor grace and forgiveness, and BTW, Victor FORGAVE HER TOO. They ALL forgave her over and over again. I don't blame her AT ALL for being angrier in later seasons!! Look at what almost happened to her within MINUTES of landing in the 1960s. One of the most harrowing scenes in the entire show, deeply upsetting and scary. Of course she struggles to continue letting things go when Victor or someone else hurts her! She has to be the BLACK SIBLING in a family of adopted kids, she probably struggles to see her own life as truly "easier" than Victor's was.
I'm not gonna list all the crimes that the other's committed that were just as bad as anything Allison ever did. That's dumb at this point, this many years later. I'm just gonna point out that, if you REALLY think she's "worse", there's probably a reason why the writers MADE her worse.
