Entry #10 August 25,2018
So this was amazing. It’s been quite some time that I’ve felt this way. I really like don’t even know how to explain it. It’s just me feeling the happiest I ever felt. Even tho I was a nervous wreck. I met up with this girl that I kinda knew but didn’t talk to from high school. We met up at Disneyland. And our first destination was the tiki bar. When she walked up, I couldn’t believe my eyes. The most stunning woman I’ve ever seen in my life. I forgot about everything and was so focused on how beautiful she looked. Her cute light brown eyes. Her beautiful smile. She was wearing this dress. It was a blue striped dress. She just looked amazing. And this was just the start of how I felt. My ID was expired since it was my birthday last week so I haven’t gotten my new one and they wouldn’t serve me. So I couldn’t buy her a drink. Dumb. But that’s okay we went into Disneyland and I’m pretty sure I had the best time of my life. We talked and talked about everything. We have so much in common. Did I tell you that intellectually she was the most beautiful woman as well? I don’t know what it is about her but she just made me so happy for the 4 ish hours we hung out for. While we were walking we went on big thunder and literally got on at the perfect time. The fireworks were going on and right when you go over the second hill you can see them all. And the goat trick we both knew and fucking did together. We got off the ride and took the back way to fantasyland and we watched the fireworks cause it was the most amazing view ever. I don’t think I’d want to experience that with anyone else. We rode Peter Pan which is literally a 2 second ride but we both love it. We rode pirates, jungle cruise, Peter Pan, big thunder. I just will never forget her smile. I don’t know if she’s into me like I’m into her but I really hope so. She’s the kind of woman I would never let go of. I would do everything to impress her everyday. I would strive her make her happy every second. I would do special things for her out of the blue just to see her smile. She was just absolutely stunning. When we left I walked her to her car. Which was the absolute opposite direction of where I was parked but I didn’t care. I just wanted that extra time. I didn’t hug her. I didn’t even try to make any moves. I literally wanted to just spend that time. I didn’t wanna ruin it. Now I talk to her quite a bit over text. And we like get along and are super sarcastic and shit. I really like her. But I’m a chicken shit and I want to be careful. I don’t wanna ruin it. She’s just so fucking amazing. I don’t even know what to say. Anyway I’m gonna post some pictures from the Fireworks. They were great. I take shitty pictures like that soccer mom trying to fit her kid and the team in photos while they’re playing. So don’t mind my shitty photos.
