I wanted her so badly... I really wished I could lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and just sleep. Oh, fuck, not like in those movies. Not even to have sex or even close to it cause she was different, I don't really know what made her different but she was. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage, I was probably a bit shy and she had a boyfriend. And Of course, her boyfriend is lucky to have her but not she. Somehow in deep, I would be praying God! forsake, please break up their relationship (hahaha) I know it's my selfishness. After all, I could do it couldn't deny her it was not just her beauty, all it was her and that's it. I love sleeping but that night was something different, I couldn't get over of her. She was like all into and onto my head! I don't know was it love or something, but whatever it was I was like I want it as never-ending. Probably I don't feel anything but this, I was feeling something really different!