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At the subject of Art Appreciation our subject teacher Mrs. Debbie Antonio Acab require us to have an Role play or Stage play each of her class, and it will be graded as our final exam to her subject. We have to choose  our Stage director or the one who will lead the entire production, my friend lexther and medileen insist that i should be the one to be the leader of the stage play because they know that my dream is to be a director. but i know that i dont have the confidence to guide and make decisions because ever since im young i have a self doubt and i dont even trust my own decisions that i make in life. On the first week im starting to doubt myself if i can handle 22 students, because to be honest even though im an extrovert kind of a person im still scared that people will misinterpret me, thats why im always careful on choosing my words to my members because i know that a word can hurt a lot of people.  As a first timer of leading in stage play production, gives  me mixed emotions, im still a student that still learning that’s why at the start of practicing the play was the hardest because not all of us are close at the very start, we’re students that has different personalities  so there are a lot that needs to be adjust specially when it comes to communicating with them. 

Every day we make a progress on the play and every progress means success, with the help of my co leaders, lexther and Medileen   guide me on how i can discipline my members, during those days  there are mis understanding and im very thankful to my co leaders because they help me to use my power as a main leader which is to discipline my members on what they should do and what they cannot do. 

Our final performance, this is the most productive day for us because finally we can be able to be proud with ourselves, looking back at the beginning of the practice we were doubting ourselves if we can survive and achieve our goals as a student.

I’ve told my production that at the final performance they should just enjoy and not to be nervous about the awards because for me, the biggest award that we build together is to have a cooperation and to be together, thats the best award that we ever build To have a unity with one another. Unexpectedly, we received a lot of awards.