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Omgomg really cool butch pin up calendar that goes to a good cause?????? All funds go to the Aliveness Project, a group fighting HIV/AIDS in the Minneapolis/St Paul
Butch boudoir calendar for a good cause. All profits going to the Aliveness Project in Minneapolis. Ran by local lgbt folks in the Twin Citi
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rose by louise bourgeois, 2002, color lithograph on fabric, 12 Ć 12.5 inches
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Keep awake - alive - New. Perform the paradox of being hard and yet soft. Survive without calcification of the tender membranes. Be a poet. Be alive. Ā - Tennessee Williams
[whiskey river]
āI breathe into the ache, not to make it disappear, but to honor the work it took to feel this alive.ā
Not even oneness.
This āmessageā isnāt about belief, truth, knowing, or connection. Those all presume separation and someone having them. Which are both illusions. Itās the apparent end of the one who could ever know or believe anything.
Itās not that āall things are connectedā or āpart of a wholeā, thatās still the dream of parts, relationships, meaning and separation. There arenāt any things at all. No parts to connect, no whole to reach, no one to be unified or separate.
It canāt be proven because itās not separate from anything. Proof would need distance, but thereās none. No subject, no object. Just what is. Not a state, not a belief, not a knowing. Too simple for that, not even oneness.
It doesnāt bring peace or frustration or any particular outcome, because thereās no one left to receive anything. Just this, already. Whateverās seemingly happening. Nothing to gain and no one to get it.
Thoughts can still circle, calling it āpure emptinessā or āoneness,ā but thatās only the dream interpreting the dreamā¦ thought speaking to thought, trying to pin down the ungraspable. It turns what is (nothing) into something- something to understand, believe, grasp, keeping the loop of separation alive.
Thoughts may still circle, calling it āpure emptinessā or āoneness,ā but thatās only the dream interpreting the dreamā¦ thought talking to thought, trying to pin down the ungraspable. It turns what is (nothing) into something to understand, believe, or grasp, keeping the loop of separation alive.
Even framing āonenessā as a belief some people feel as true keeps the subjectāobject split: someone feeling, someone believing, someone experiencing. That isnāt the collapse of the dream, itās just the dream trying to explain itself. And it sounds so reasonable, which is why itās so seductive. But in the end, it still says: āyou are here and something else is there.ā
Still waitingā¦
Still sufferingā¦
Still searchingā¦
Still interpretingā¦
And whatās being pointed to has nothing to do with any of that. Not even close.
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The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.
ā Alan Watts
"Just living is not enough... one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower." š»
ā Hans Christian Andersen
